England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction
In spite of his irritation at the man's meaning, Anthony could not
repress some sort of pity for the deep dejection with which he spoke.
It was impossible to doubt his earnestness, although he had no sympathy
for his efforts.
"There are different ways of preaching the gospel, Stephens," he said
more kindly, "without taking other men's duties upon ourselves. Well,
good-night to you. I wished to give you that warning. If I were you I
should shake myself clear of the Higgins lot."
Each figure went its separate way in the darkness, little thinking how
soon they were to meet again. For the first time for some weeks a fresh
alarm awoke in Davids conscience, perhaps caused by the touch of change
in Mr Miles's manner, perhaps by the end of those hopes which had
influenced his conduct towards him. He had succeeded in persuading
himself that Anthony had been a persecutor of religion, and that his own
silence had been caused by no mere personal grudge; now, wounded by the
scorn and disappointment of the last two days, he began to realise what
he had permitted to fall on the other man. What if he, more than
Anthony, had been the persecutor? What if here were a sin which he had
nursed until God would have patience no longer, and had smitten him and
his labour to the earth?
He groaned aloud, and stretched out his hands towards heaven and the
stars which were shining softly. A woman who passed noticed a dart
figure leaning against a house, and fled in terror. David never saw
her. The anguish which he had carried with him all the day reached its
crisis, and almost overwhelmed him. His soul, struck with a sense of
its own weakness, swallowed up by a terrified horror, was crying out for
help, for teaching, in a new-found passion of humility. He sank down on
his knees in the road, and, taught by the spiritual experience of his
life to crave for and to obey sudden impulses, had almost resolved to
follow Anthony at once, and to tell him all he knew. The recollection
of Nat Wills withheld him; and as if he would lose no more time in
finding him, and thus becoming free to follow his design, he staggered
to his feet, and hurried along towards the water.
CHAPTER THIRTY ONE.
"But this I know, that not even the best and first,
When all is done, can claim by desert what even to the last and worst
Of us weak workmen, God from the depths of his infinite mercy giveth.
These bones shall rest in peace, for I know that my Redeemer liveth."
Owen Meredith.
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