England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction
When he left the office it was quite dark, and long ago the glory of the
setting sun had faded out of the heavens. For an hour or two he went,
as he had determined, from house to house in the black courts where vice
and misery huddle together, nearer us oftener than we think in our
contentedness. And even here he was scourged by the other man's sin.
Women taunted him with it, every taunt carrying a fresh sting. Some of
them in moments of emotion had given him their pence for the object he
had at heart, and cast this in his teeth again, or reproached him with
mute white faces which were more intolerable. No one could tell what it
cost him to feel that the work he had believed to be in progress lay all
unravelled and useless in his hand, the stone which infinite labour had
pushed upwards had dropped back an inert mass. The solitude, too, of a
sectarian creed was upon him. He felt alone among these people. When
he came out at last into a wider street, the light from a lamp hard by
falling on his face showed it intensified with a look of such pain as a
man cannot endure long and live.
The purpose in his heart was, however, as strong as ever, and he moved
slowly along the street towards another quarter in which it was possible
that Nat might have found refuge. Just as he reached a corner Anthony
Miles came round it on his way from the Bennetts'. It was not a happy
time for him to meet David, after the talk of the night before, and when
the evening had been such as we know. He stopped abruptly, and David
stopped also.
"That's you, Stephens, is it not?"
"Yes, sir."
"Mr Bennett has been telling me of the rascally manner in which that
man Higgins has made off. I should think that ought to show you the set
of fellows you're getting mixed up with. But if you will run your head
against a wall there's another thing I've got to say. I understand you
are still trying for a bit of land in Thorpe, and you may as well know
that I've not changed my mind, and that I shall fight you through thick
and thin before you get it."
"I know that, sir," said David, with a concentrated forlornness in his
voice of which Anthony was immediately aware. "You've done it with all
your might up to now, but you won't need to trouble yourself much
longer."
"Have you changed your opinions, then?" said Anthony, softened by the
thought of concession.
"Have I given up my faith, do you mean?" Stephens said bitterly. "Can
I put my religion on and off as easy as you your glove? No, Mr Miles,
if there's no more left to me, there's that, at any rate. What I mean
to say is that since the money has gone there's a further hindrance put
in the way of the gospel, and that if there's any who can triumph over
the working of another man's sin, they may do it now."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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