England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction
She did not turn away from him, she did not even take away her hand
which he had clasped, and yet nothing in her attitude or in her eyes
seemed to have grown nearer to him during that moment in which they
stood so close to each other under the fir-trees, a little hidden from
the soft, warm sun. Winifred stood as if she were thinking, but it
might have been of something outside herself, and with which she was
only concerned as a looker-on. Her face was tenderly grave, but Frank
sought in vain for any glow which should answer his. She was silent so
long, however, that at last he could bear it no longer, and said in a
voice which was all uneven and broken,--
"What do you say, Winifred? You will not refuse me that one little
promise?"
She said immediately, looking into his face with unshrinking eyes,--
"Ah, Frank, it is because it is so little that I feel I dare not give
it. Dear Frank, what are you offering me?--do you think I do not know
its worth?--and for all your heart you ask no more than just a little
dead sufferance. You want to give everything, and to have nothing back
again."
"What you call nothing--" began Frank, flushing, but she interrupted him
quickly, with a new tone of pain in her voice.
"No, no,--why do we go on talking?--let us try to forget it all, let us
try to be dear friends always, but do not ask me to do you a wrong which
would make me hate myself."
Winifred might have been impetuously thrusting back something. Perhaps
she was: perhaps she had a little secret, impatient longing to escape
somehow, anyhow, from the associations which imprisoned her. Frank, who
knew all her little story, and knew no more than she who was coming at
that moment with swift steps across the dewy grass, looked at her, and
felt his heart sink, though he had not lost all hope. He could wait a
lifetime, he thought, and patient waiting must gain her at last. Just
then the little iron gate clicked as Anthony came through: he saw them
standing with clasped hands, saw Winifred look up, and turn away quickly
to the house. Was his secret misgiving true?--was it too late, after
all? He half stopped; but Frank had seen him, and was strolling towards
him.
The two men did not meet very cordially, but they went through the usual
conventionalities.
"So you're not off?" said Anthony.
Captain Orde, whose face was white, and whose hand was not quite so
steady as usual, took out his fusee-box and struck a light.
"No, I'm not off till to-morrow," he said, lighting his cigar slowly.
"Will you have a cigar? I shall make one push for it to Colchester. Do
you ever come that way?"
"Not nowadays. Though I don't know where I shall find myself next.
Sometimes I think of travelling for a year or two."
"You don't mean just knocking about Europe?"
"No, _I_ should go farther afield."
Captain Orde gave him a quick, rather questioning glance, and walked on
silently.
"How will that agree with your other prospects?" he said at last.
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