England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction
"I have no particular prospects, as you call them," said Anthony,
shortly. "If you mean the engagement in which I had the honour to be
concerned, it has come to an end."
"Does Winifred know this?" Frank was asking very gravely in a moment.
"How should she?" said Anthony, angrily. He was intending to speak
without excitement, but that little scene under the fir-trees danced up
and down before his eyes. "You need not think that I shall tell her,"
he went on in hot tumult, "for probably at this time Miss Chester is too
much taken up with her own affairs to have thought to bestow upon those
of other people."
"Miss Chester is not going to marry me, if that is what you mean," said
Captain Orde, quietly. "I have asked her--more than once--and now for
the last time."
He spoke in a dull strained voice. For him there was neither charm nor
glory, only a dreary pain, a grey colourless sky. Anthony was not
worthy of Winifred, but, alas, did he not know that she cared for him;
that she was at this very moment, perhaps, weeping for the helplessness,
the sadness of her love; that he, whose path must not touch hers any
more, might send her the light and joy for which she longed? He did not
hear much of what Anthony was saying, until he found that he had left
him, and was making his way towards the house with quick, hopeful steps.
Frank, who was going up to the clump, stood still and watched. It is a
little hard to run for a prize, and see it carried off by some one who
has never seemed to set his heart upon it. When a man has struggled
neck and neck with you, it is easier to yield than to another who has
loitered carelessly, and yet comes up, and sweeps by with triumphant
ease. Anthony was going to his victory, while Frank was left out in the
cold. Yet, if there are failures out of which grow success, so also
there are defeats which bring rejoicing songs, though we do not hear
them yet, and all that reaches us is the sadness of sighing and the
weariness of tears.
Winifred was crossing the hall as Anthony Miles came in. Mrs Orde had
caught her for some consultation about Bessie's masters, and she had
been obliged for a little while to make and answer indifferent remarks
while every nerve was on the strain, until she could bear it no longer,
and, escaping from the room, was, as I have said, just crossing the hall
when Anthony Miles came in.
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