England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction
He had told Marion at the dinner-party that he must see her alone the
next day, and, accordingly, when he walked to the Vicarage, at a time
when Mr Miles and John were likely to be absent, Marion was waiting
eagerly for him. Mrs Miles, who was in the room, was made more uneasy
by his increasing thinness than by her daughter's determination to go
out with him, for although no open engagement existed between the two,
it was one of those events which might be expected to fell into shape at
some future time, and which, if it were connected with Marion's will, it
was hopeless for her mother to resist, even had she been disinclined
towards it. But Marmaduke had a gentle ease of manner pleasant to those
with whom he was thrown into contact, and Mrs Miles really loved and
pitied him, and was grieved at his looks.
"Does your Aunt Philippa give you porter jelly, Marmaduke?" she asked
anxiously. "I wish she would. I am sure it is the very best thing.
Sarah shall heat some beef-tea for you in a moment, if you will only
take it."
"Nothing will do me good while I have to work in that hole," said
Marmaduke, with a dreary intonation in his voice. "Life is simply
existence. And to think that I have had two years of it already!"
Marion, who had looked at him as he spoke, did not say a word until they
were out of the house, and in the deep lane, fresh with a cool beauty of
water and shining cresses. Then, as they walked on, Sniff paddling
beside them, she asked quietly,--"Is anything the matter?"
There was noticeable in her manner to him--at all times--a difference
from her usual fashion of speaking. The abruptness, something even of
the brightness, was gone, and in its place seemed to have grown a soft
care, a tenderness almost like protection. And at this moment their
natures might have been transposed, for Marmaduke turned upon her with
an impetuosity unlike himself.
"Anything! I tell you, Marion, that what I go through is unendurable.
You might know better than to ask such a question as that."
"But why--what is it?" she persisted, with a vague trouble lest
something more than she had heard was to be unfolded to her. Her
loyalty to Marmaduke made her always ready to feed his self-pity, but
she was afraid that he had taken some rash step.
"What good can a man do with work that he loathes?"
"You must remember to what the work will lead," she said, relieved.
"When?--how? It is absolute folly to dream that matters going on as
they are going now can ever lead to anything satisfactory. How much do
you suppose that I can squeeze out of a paltry hundred and fifty a year?
Even Anthony acknowledges it to be absurd, and Anthony is Utopian
enough to believe that everything grows out of nothing. That may do
very well for him, who will never need to prove it," added Marmaduke,
bitterly.
They were both leaning against a stile, and looking towards the cloudy
distance of the moors. Marion slipped her hand softly into his.
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