England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction
"I wonder you do not feel more for him. It must be horribly hard to
know so much is against one. I'm not sure that I could stand it
myself."
"I don't know that you could," said Winifred, composedly.
"What makes you say so? Aren't you ashamed of yourself, Winifred, just
come from church, and going to teach those wretched little victims, with
uncharitableness written on every hair of your head. Poor Marmaduke!
Well, he gets on with your father better than I do."
"I don't know that, really. Only you and papa have each your own
hobby-horses, and instead of trotting comfortably along, you must go
full tilt at each other. I am sure he was very proud when he heard you
had won the Chancellor's medal. How nice it was of you, Anthony!"
"You could not have cared much about it."
"Why not?" asked Winifred, who knew what was coming.
"You do not care for any poetry but the very best, you know."
"That need not stand in the way," said Winifred, smiling, and holding
out her olive-branch magnanimously, "and besides--"
"Well?"
"I was rather cross that night, Anthony."
"At what?"
"O, I don't know! How can one know what makes one cross? I think Mr
Milman bored me. Were you bored, too?"
"I don't believe I was. That Miss Lovell is pleasant enough."
"Do you think so? She worries me by drawling the last word of every
sentence, and it is all so very commonplace."
"Well, perhaps it is commonplace, but one doesn't expect to find
anything else."
"If you like it, there is nothing to be said against it," said Winifred
carelessly, still playing with the mulberry leaves. "Shall we go back?
There is something I want to tell Bessie."
"Wait a moment," said Anthony, not thinking much of what had been said.
"Tell me, why did you say just now that you did not think I could stand
being down in the world?"
Winifred was silent.
"Tell me," he urged, trying to look in her face. "I don't mean to go
down. My belief is that circumstances are much more under our own
control than we allow. Still, I should like to know why you made the
assertion."
"I suppose it is owing to that very belief you have just stated, and to
your having such terrible faith in your own powers," said Winifred,
speaking with a kind of sweet strength. "You think you are sure to get
what you aim at because it is good and great. I have an idea that, the
higher one aims, the less one will be satisfied with what is reached,
and then it is called failure, and that seems to discourage some people
utterly."
"And you think I should be discouraged?" said Anthony. "It is better
not to dream about failures. They generally belong to half-heartedness,
so far as I can see."
"Not all," said Winifred softly.
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