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Often Mrs. Aldwinkle would try to lead the conversation upwards on to
those high spiritual planes from which the most satisfactory and
romantic approach to love is to be made. Two souls that have
acclimatised themselves to the thin air of religion, art, ethics or
metaphysics have no difficulty in breathing the similar atmosphere of
ideal love, whose territory lies contiguous to those of the other
inhabitants of high mental altitudes. Mrs. Aldwinkle liked to approach
love from the heights. One landed, so to speak, by aeroplane on the
snowy summit of Popocatepetl, to descend by easy stages into the
tropical _tierra caliente_ in the plains below. But with Chelifer it was
impossible to gain a footing on any height at all. When, for example,
Mrs. Aldwinkle started rapturously on art and the delights of being an
artist, Chelifer would modestly admit to being a tolerable second-rate
halma player.
“But how can you speak like that?” cried Mrs. Aldwinkle. “How can you
blaspheme so against art and your own talent? What’s your talent for?”
“For editing the Rabbit Fancier’s Gazette, it appears,” Chelifer
answered, courteously smiling.
Sometimes she started on the theme of love itself; but with no greater
success. Chelifer just politely agreed with everything she said, and
when she pressed him for a definite opinion of his own replied, “I don’t
know.”
“But you must know,” Mrs. Aldwinkle insisted, “you must have some
opinion. You have had experience.”
Chelifer shook his head. “Alas,” he deplored, “never.”
It was hopeless.
“What am I to do?” asked Mrs. Aldwinkle despairingly in the small hours.
Wise in the experience of eighteen years, Irene suggested that the best
thing to do would be to think no more about him—in that way.
Mrs. Aldwinkle only sighed and shook her head. She had started loving
because she believed in love, because she wanted to love and because a
romantic opportunity had presented itself. She had rescued a Poet from
death. How could she help loving him? The circumstances, the person were
her invention; she had fallen in love, deliberately almost, with the
figments of her own imagination. But there was no deliberately falling
out again. The romantic yearnings had aroused those profounder instincts
of which they were but the polite and literary emanation. The man was
young, was beautiful—these were facts, not imaginings. These deep
desires once started by the conscious mind from their sleep, once made
aware of their quarry, how could they be held back? “He is a poet. For
the love of poetry, for the love of passion and because I saved him from
death, I love him.” If that had been all, it might have been possible
for Mrs. Aldwinkle to take Irene’s advice. But from the obscure caves of
her being another voice was speaking. “He is young, he is beautiful. The
days are so few and short. I am growing old. My body is thirsty.” How
could she cease to think of him?
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