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Irene admitted. “Yes, of course I like him. But not ... not in any
special way. I’d really not thought of him like that.”
A shade contemptuously, benevolently amused, Mrs. Aldwinkle smiled. She
forgot her depression, forgot her causes of personal complaint against
the universal order of things. Absorbed in the uniquely interesting
subject, in the sole and proper study of mankind, she was once more
happy. Love—it was the only thing. Even Art, compared with it, hardly
existed. Mrs. Aldwinkle was almost as much interested in other people’s
love as in her own. She wanted every one to love, constantly and
complicatedly. She liked to bring people together, to foster tender
feelings, to watch the development of passion, to assist—when it
happened; and Mrs. Aldwinkle was always rather disappointed when it did
not—at the tragic catastrophe. And then, when the first love, growing
old, had lingeringly or violently died, there was the new love to think
of, to arrange, to foster, to watch; and then the third, the fourth....
One must always follow the spontaneous motions of the heart; it is the
divine within us that stirs in the heart. And one must worship Eros so
reverently that one can never be content with anything but the most
poignant, most passionate manifestations of his power. To be content
with a love that has turned in the course of time to mere affection,
kindliness and quiet comprehension is almost to blaspheme against the
name of Eros. Your true lover, thought Mrs. Aldwinkle, leaves the old,
paralytic love and turns whole-heartedly to the young passion.
“What a goose you are!” said Mrs. Aldwinkle. “I sometimes wonder,” she
went on, “whether you’re capable of being in love at all, you’re so
uncomprehending, so cold.”
Irene protested with all the energy of which she was capable. One could
not have lived as long as she had in Mrs. Aldwinkle’s company without
regarding the imputation of coldness, of insensitiveness to passion, as
the most damning of all possible impeachments. It was better to be
accused of being a murderess—particularly if it were a case of _crime
passionel_. “I don’t know how you say that,” she said indignantly. “I’m
always in love.” Had there not been Peter, and Jacques, and Mario?
“You may think you have,” said Mrs. Aldwinkle contemptuously, forgetting
that it was she herself who had persuaded Irene that she was in love.
“But it was more imagination than the real thing. Some women are born
like that.” She shook her head. “And they die like that.” One might have
inferred from Mrs. Aldwinkle’s words and the tone of her voice that
Irene was a superannuated spinster of forty, proved conclusively, after
twenty years of accumulated evidence, to be incapable of anything
remotely resembling an amorous passion.
Irene made no answer, but went on brushing her aunt’s hair. Mrs.
Aldwinkle’s aspersions were particularly wounding to her. She wished
that she could do something startling to prove their baselessness.
Something spectacular.
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