Those Times and TheseCobb, Irvin S. (Irvin Shrewsbury)
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Those Times and These
Cobb, Irvin S. (Irvin Shrewsbury)
Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
Mounting hysteria edged her voice with a sharpened, almost a vulgar
shrillness. The austere and studied reserve of her class--a reserve that
is part of it poise and the rest of it pose--dropped away from her
like a discarded garment, and before her physician she revealed herself
nakedly for what she was--a creature with the passions, the forwardness
and the selfishness of a spoiled and sickly child; and, on top of
these, superimposed and piled up, adult impulses, adult appetites, adult
petulance, adult capacity for misery.
“I told you,” he said, “to go away. I thought, until my man brought me
your name a bit ago, that you had gone. Weeks ago I told you that travel
might help you--not the sort of travel to which you have been used, but
a different sort--travel in the quiet places, out of the beaten path,
and rest. I told you the same thing again less than a week ago.”
“But where?” she demanded. “Where am I to go? Tell me that! I have been
everywhere--I have seen everything. What is there left for me to see in
the world? What is there in the world that is worth seeing? You told
me before there was nothing organically wrong with me, nothing
fundamentally wrong with my body. Then it must be my mind, and travel
couldn't cure a mind in the state that mine is in. How can I rest when I
am so distracted, when small things upset me so, when----”
In the midst of this new outburst she broke off. Her eyes, wandering
from his as she pumped herself up toward a frenzy, were focused now upon
some object behind him. She pointed toward it.
“I never saw that before,” she said. “It wasn't there when I was here
last.”
He swung about in his chair, its spiral creaking under his weight.
“No,” he said; “you never saw that before. It came into my possession
only a day or two ago. It is a----”
She broke in on him.
“What a wonderful face!” she said. “What beauty there is in it--what
peace! I think that is what made me notice it--the peace that is in it.
Oh, if I could only be like that! Doctor, the being to whom that face
belonged must have had everything worth having. And to think there can
be such beings in this world--beings so blessed, so happy--while
I--I----”
Tears of self-pity came into her eyes. She was slipping back again into
her former mood. With his gaze he caught and held hers, exerting all his
will to hold it. A brother psychologist seeing him in that moment
would have said that to this man a possible way out of a dilemma had
come--would have said that an inspiration suddenly had visited him.
“Perhaps you would like to see it at closer range,” he said, still
steadfastly regarding her. “There is a story regarding it--a story that
might interest you, madam.”
He rose from his place, crossed the room and, reaching up, took down
a plaster cast of a face that rested upright against the broad low
moulding that ran along his walls on two sides.
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