Thoughts upon the African slave trade — John Shaqi
Thoughts upon the African slave tradeNewton, John
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Thoughts upon the African slave trade
Newton, John
Slave trade -- Africa, West -- Early works to 1800; Slavery -- Early works to 1800
If I attempt, after what has been done, to throw my mite into the public
stock of information, it is less from an apprehension that my
interference is necessary, than from a conviction, that silence, at such
a time, and on such an occasion, would, in me, be criminal. If my
testimony should not be necessary, or serviceable, yet, perhaps, I am
bound, in conscience, to take shame to myself by a public confession,
which, however sincere, comes too late to prevent, or repair, the misery
and mischief to which I have, formerly, been accessary.
I hope it will always be a subject of humiliating reflection to me, that
I was, once, an active instrument, in a business at which my heart now
shudders. My headstrong passions and follies plunged me, in early life,
into a succession of difficulties and hardships, which, at length,
reduced me to seek a refuge among the Natives of Africa. There, for
about the space of eighteen months, I was in effect, though without the
name, a Captive and a Slave myself; and was depressed to the lowest
degree of human wretchedness. Possibly, I should not have been so
completely miserable, had I lived among the Natives only, but it was my
lot to reside with white men; for at that time, several persons of my
own colour and language were settled upon that part of the Windward
coast, which lies between Sierra-Leon and Cape Mount; for the purpose of
purchasing and collecting Slaves, to sell to the vessels that arrived
from Europe.
This is a bourn, from which few travellers return, who have once
determined to venture upon a temporary residence there; but the good
providence of God, without my expectation, and almost against my will,
delivered me from those scenes of wickedness and woe; and I arrived at
Liverpool in May 1748. I soon revisited the place of my captivity, as
mate of a ship, and, in the year 1750, I was appointed commander, in
which capacity I made three voyages to the Windward Coast, for Slaves.
I first saw the Coast of Guinea in the year 1745, and took my last leave
of it in 1754. It was not, intentionally, a farewel; but through the
mercy of God it proved so. I fitted out for a fourth voyage, and was
upon the point of sailing, when I was arrested by a sudden illness, and
I resigned the ship to another Captain.
Thus I was unexpectedly freed from this disagreeable service.
Disagreeable I had long found it; but I think I should have quitted it
sooner, had I considered it, as I now do, to be unlawful and wrong. But
I never had a scruple upon this head at the time; nor was such a thought
once suggested to me, by any friend. What I did, I did ignorantly;
considering it as the line of life which Divine Providence had allotted
me, and having no concern, in point of conscience, but to treat the
Slaves, while under my care, with as much humanity as a regard to my own
safety would admit.
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