Three Courses and a Dessert: Comprising Three Sets of Tales, West Country, Irish, and Legal; and a MelangeClarke, William
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Three Courses and a Dessert: Comprising Three Sets of Tales, West Country, Irish, and Legal; and a Melange
Clarke, William
Ireland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Legal stories, English; West Country (England) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
to-morrow's dinner, when they're coming to meet us;--or silence their
small but very terrible voices, by whistling the burthen of an old song:
for,--do you mark?--they won't be served so: they will be seen; they
will speak; and, faith! it's bear them we must, whether we will or no.
We may have fancied them dead and gone, years ago; but their ghosts
start up and surround our death-beds, and clamour so, that we can't but
listen to them: and what's most awful, they make a man his own judge;
and no earthly judge is so impartial as a man is of himself, when his
people are just wishing him good-b'ye for ever. For when we get on the
brink of life and death, and know that it's ten to one we'll be dead by
the morning, and it's just midnight already;--when we think that in a
few hours our ears will be deaf, and our eyes blind, and we can't wag
a finger, and our cold white corpse will be stretched out on a
board,--motionless, helpless, good for nothing, and lumber more than
anything else;--when we know, that, much as we thought of ourselves, the
sun will rise, and the birds sing, and the flowers look beautiful, and
the ox be yoked to the plough, and the chimneys smoke, and the pot be
boiled, and the world go on without us, as well as if we'd never been in
it;--then's the time, I say, we get our vanity cut up by the roots, and
feel what atoms we've been in it:--and then's the time too, that the
soul,--just before pluming her wings, and having half shaken off the
dross of humanity,--becomes strong as the body gets weak, and won't be
bamboozled, but calls up all our sins past, and places them stedfastly
before our eyes; and if we've done wrong--that is, much of it,--a big
black bird stretches out her great wings and flutters, brooding like
a weight of cold lead, on our hearts; and conscience, though we've
contrived to keep her down all our lives, then starts up, taking
advantage of our helplessness, and reigns in fall power.--But what's all
this to Mick Maguire? you'll say.--Faith! then, not much: I began
with an idea of getting to him in a few words, but was led astray, by
noticing the death of the young woman I mentioned as being ruined by the
gift of a brother, who meant it for her good. And you'll think it odd,
may be, that the likes o' me casts over things so sariously: but I do,
and there's nothing plazes me more than so doing, when I'm left alone
here by myself, for hours and hours together, while all that's near
and dear to me is out upon the waves, the mighty roar of which, as they
break upon the rocks about me, I hear night and day; and the sound o'
them, and solitude, begets sarious thoughts; and so they should, in one
that's gone sixty. There's never a day but I think o' death, so that I'm
sure I'll be able to meet him firmly when he knocks at the gates of life
for me, and bids me come. If I could go about, I'd not have such oceans
of odd, out o' the way thoughts, consarning various things; but here I
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