All that I have here condensed he said in a quiet manner, with his grave,
dark regards divided between me and the fire. He threw in the word,
“Sir,” from time to time, and especially when he referred to his
youth,—as though to request me to understand that he claimed to be
nothing but what I found him. He was several times interrupted by the
little bell, and had to read off messages, and send replies. Once he had
to stand without the door, and display a flag as a train passed, and make
some verbal communication to the driver. In the discharge of his duties,
I observed him to be remarkably exact and vigilant, breaking off his
discourse at a syllable, and remaining silent until what he had to do was
done.
In a word, I should have set this man down as one of the safest of men to
be employed in that capacity, but for the circumstance that while he was
speaking to me he twice broke off with a fallen colour, turned his face
towards the little bell when it did NOT ring, opened the door of the hut
(which was kept shut to exclude the unhealthy damp), and looked out
towards the red light near the mouth of the tunnel. On both of those
occasions, he came back to the fire with the inexplicable air upon him
which I had remarked, without being able to define, when we were so far
asunder.
Said I, when I rose to leave him, “You almost make me think that I have
met with a contented man.”
(I am afraid I must acknowledge that I said it to lead him on.)
“I believe I used to be so,” he rejoined, in the low voice in which he
had first spoken; “but I am troubled, sir, I am troubled.”
He would have recalled the words if he could. He had said them, however,
and I took them up quickly.
“With what? What is your trouble?”
“It is very difficult to impart, sir. It is very, very difficult to
speak of. If ever you make me another visit, I will try to tell you.”
“But I expressly intend to make you another visit. Say, when shall it
be?”
“I go off early in the morning, and I shall be on again at ten to-morrow
night, sir.”
“I will come at eleven.”
He thanked me, and went out at the door with me. “I’ll show my white
light, sir,” he said, in his peculiar low voice, “till you have found the
way up. When you have found it, don’t call out! And when you are at the
top, don’t call out!”
His manner seemed to make the place strike colder to me, but I said no
more than, “Very well.”
“And when you come down to-morrow night, don’t call out! Let me ask you
a parting question. What made you cry, ‘Halloa! Below there!’
to-night?”
“Heaven knows,” said I. “I cried something to that effect—”
“Not to that effect, sir. Those were the very words. I know them well.”
“Admit those were the very words. I said them, no doubt, because I saw
you below.”
“For no other reason?”
“What other reason could I possibly have?”
“You had no feeling that they were conveyed to you in any supernatural
way?”
“No.”
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