"He must work for it, toil for it, that's the way. They work day and
night and pile gold on gold, and when they have piled up enough, then
they build themselves houses and get themselves horses, and all kinds
of belongings, and everything the heart can wish, bright, new things.
And then they hire clerks, and servants, and people who work for them,
and they rest and enjoy the day. When any one has managed like that,
men say of him, he has become rich by honest work. Ah! But there are
some who grow rich through sin. People say of the merchant Ptschelin,
that he destroyed his soul while he was quite young. Perhaps it is
only envy that makes them say it, perhaps it is true. He is a wicked
man, this Ptschelin, and his eyes look so frightened, they are always
wandering here and there as if they wanted to hide. But perhaps it is
all lies, as I said, that they tell of Ptschelin. It happens lots of
times that a man becomes rich all at once quite easily, if he just
is lucky, if fortune smiles on him. Ah! only God lives in the Truth,
and we men know nothing! We are only men, and men are the seed God
sows--grains of corn, my dear boy! God has sown them on the earth.
'Grow! and I will see what kind of bread you will make!' That's how
it is! And that house there belongs to a certain Mitri Pavlovitch
Sabaneyev. He is even richer than Ptschelin, and he is really a
downright swindler. I know it! I don't judge him, for judgment is for
God, but I know it right enough--as a matter of fact, he was overseer
in our village, and robbed us all, cheated us!--God had patience with
him for a long time, but in time He began to make up His account. First
Mitri Pavlov became deaf, then his son was killed by a horse, and just
lately I heard that his daughter had run away."
The old man knew everything and everybody in the town and spoke of them
all quite simply without malice. Everything he told seemed to have been
purified, as if all his histories were cleansed in his never ceasing
tears.
Ilya listened attentively while at the same time he looked at the big
houses, and said now and then:
"If I could only have half a look inside!"
"You'll soon see inside, wait a bit! Learn diligently and work!
Wait till you grow up, then you'll soon see what is inside there.
Perhaps some day you'll be rich too. Learn first to live and to see.
Yes--yes--I have lived and lived and seen and seen. That's how I have
ruined my eyes. Now the tears keep flowing, and so I have grown so thin
and feeble. My strength has flowed away, I think, with my tears, my
blood is all dried up."
It was pleasant to Ilya to hear the old man speak of God with such
conviction and love. Through hearing him speak, there grew up in his
heart a strong, invigorating feeling of hope for something good and
joyful awaiting him somewhere in the future. He was gayer and more of a
child at this time than when first he found a resting-place in the town.
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