Soldiers -- Fiction; War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Thoughts swarmed teasingly through his head, like wasps about a rotting
fruit. So at last he had seen Genevieve, and had held her in his arms
and kissed her. And that was all. His plans for the future had never
gone beyond that point. He hardly knew what he had expected, but in
all the sunny days of walking, in all the furtive days in Paris, he had
thought of nothing else. He would see Genevieve and tell her all
about himself; he would unroll his life like a scroll before her eyes.
Together they would piece together the future. A sudden terror took
possession of him. She had failed him. Floods of denial seethed through
his mind. It was that he had expected so much; he had expected her
to understand him without explanation, instinctively. He had told her
nothing. He had not even told her he was a deserter. What was it
that had kept him from telling her? Puzzle as he would, he could not
formulate it. Only, far within him, the certainty lay like an icy
weight: she had failed him. He was alone. What a fool he had been to
build his whole life on a chance of sympathy? No. It was rather this
morbid playing at phrases that was at fault. He was like a touchy old
maid, thinking imaginary results. “Take life at its face value,” he
kept telling himself. They loved each other anyway, somehow; it did not
matter how. And he was free to work. Wasn't that enough?
But how could he wait until tomorrow to see her, to tell her everything,
to break down all the silly little barriers between them, so that they
might look directly into each other's lives?
The road turned inland from the river between garden walls at the
entrance to the village. Through half-open doors Andrews got glimpses
of neatly-cultivated kitchen-gardens and orchards where silver-leaved
boughs swayed against the sky. Then the road swerved again into
the village, crowded into a narrow paved street by the white and
cream-colored houses with green or grey shutters and pale, red-tiled
roofs. At the end, stained golden with lichen, the mauve-grey tower
of the church held up its bells against the sky in a belfry of broad
pointed arches. In front of the church Andrews turned down a little lane
towards the river again, to come out in a moment on a quay shaded by
skinny acacia trees. On the corner house, a ramshackle house with roofs
and gables projecting in all directions, was a sign: “Rendezvous de la
Marine.” The room he stepped into was so low, Andrews had to stoop
under the heavy brown beams as he crossed it. Stairs went up from a door
behind a worn billiard table in the corner. Mme. Boncour stood between
Andrews and the stairs. She was a flabby, elderly woman with round eyes
and a round, very red face and a curious smirk about the lips.
“Monsieur payera un petit peu d'advance, n'est-ce pas, Monsieur?”
“All right,” said Andrews, reaching for his pocketbook. “Shall I pay you
a week in advance?”
The woman smiled broadly.
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