Soldiers -- Fiction; War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
The next morning he walked out early along the river, trying to occupy
himself until it should be time to go to see Genevieve. The memory of
his first days in the army, spent washing windows at the training camp,
was very vivid in his mind. He saw himself again standing naked in the
middle of a wide, bare room, while the recruiting sergeant measured and
prodded him. And now he was a deserter. Was there any sense to it all?
Had his life led in any particular direction, since he had been caught
haphazard in the treadmill, or was it all chance? A toad hopping across
a road in front of a steam roller.
He stood still, and looked about him. Beyond a clover field was the
river with its sand banks and its broad silver reaches. A boy was wading
far out in the river catching minnows with a net. Andrews watched his
quick movements as he jerked the net through the water. And that boy,
too, would be a soldier; the lithe body would be thrown into a mould
to be made the same as other bodies, the quick movements would be
standardized into the manual at arms, the inquisitive, petulant mind
would be battered into servility. The stockade was built; not one of the
sheep would escape. And those that were not sheep? They were deserters;
every rifle muzzle held death for them; they would not live long. And
yet other nightmares had been thrown off the shoulders of men. Every man
who stood up courageously to die loosened the grip of the nightmare.
Andrews walked slowly along the road, kicking his feet into the dust
like a schoolboy. At a turning he threw himself down on the grass
under some locust trees. The heavy fragrance of their flowers and the
grumbling of the bees that hung drunkenly on the white racemes made him
feel very drowsy. A cart passed, pulled by heavy white horses; an old
man with his back curved like the top of a sunflower stalk hobbled
after, using the whip as a walking stick. Andrews saw the old man's eyes
turned on him suspiciously. A faint pang of fright went through him; did
the old man know he was a deserter? The cart and the old man had
already disappeared round the bend in the road. Andrews lay a long while
listening to the jingle of the harness thin into the distance, leaving
him again to the sound of the drowsy bees among the locust blossoms.
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