Soldiers -- Fiction; War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“Where does it hit yer?” asked Fuselli.
“Yer neck swells up, an' then you juss go stiff all over,” came the
man's voice from the end of the line.
There was a silence. From the direction of the infirmary a man with a
packet of medicines in his hand began making his way towards the door.
“Many guys in there?” asked Fuselli in a low voice as the man brushed
past him.
When the door closed again the man beside Fuselli, who was tall and
broad shouldered with heavy black eyebrows, burst out, as if he were
saying something he'd been trying to keep from saying for a long while:
“It won't be right if that sickness gets me; indeed it won't.... I've
got a girl waitin' for me at home. It's two years since I ain't touched
a woman all on account of her. It ain't natural for a fellow to go so
long as that.
“Why didn't you marry her before you left?” somebody asked mockingly.
“Said she didn't want to be no war bride, that she could wait for me
better if I didn't.”
Several men laughed.
“It wouldn't be right if I took sick an' died of this sickness, after
keepin' myself clean on account of that girl.... It wouldn't be right,”
the man muttered again to Fuselli.
Fuselli was picturing himself lying in his bunk with a swollen neck,
while his arms and legs stiffened, stiffened.
A red-faced man half way up the passage started speaking:
“When I thinks to myself how much the folks need me home, it makes
me feel sort o' confident-like, I dunno why. I juss can't cash in my
checks, that's all.” He laughed jovially.
No one joined in the laugh.
“Is it awfully catchin'?” asked Fuselli of the man next him.
“Most catchin' thing there is,” he answered solemnly. “The worst of
it is,” another man was muttering in a shrill hysterical voice, “bein'
thrown over to the sharks. Gee, they ain't got a right to do that, even
if it is war time, they ain't got a right to treat a Christian like he
was a dead dawg.”
“They got a right to do anythin' they goddam please, buddy. Who's goin'
to stop 'em I'd like to know,” cried the red-faced man.
“If he was an awficer, they wouldn't throw him over like that,” came the
shrill hysterical voice again.
“Cut that,” said someone else, “no use gettin' in wrong juss for the
sake of talkin'.”
“But ain't it dangerous, waitin' round up here so near where those
fellers are with that sickness,” whispered Fuselli to the man next him.
“Reckon it is, buddy,” came the other man's voice dully.
Fuselli started making his way toward the door.
“Lemme out, fellers, I've got to puke,” he said. “Shoot,” he was
thinking, “I'll tell 'em the place was closed; they'll never come to
look.”
As he opened the door he thought of himself crawling back to his bunk
and feeling his neck swell and his hands burn with fever and his arms
and legs stiffen until everything would be effaced in the blackness
of death. But the roar of the wind and the lash of the spray as he
staggered back along the deck drowned all other thought.
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