Soldiers -- Fiction; War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“Would it disturb you if I played the piano a few minutes, Madame Rod?”
Andrews found himself asking all at once.
“No, go ahead. We'll come in later and listen to you.”
It was only as he left the room that he realized he had been talking to
the two cousins as well as to Madame Rod.
At the piano he forgot everything and regained his mood of vague
joyousness. He found paper and a pencil in his pocket, and played the
theme that had come to him while he had been washing windows at the top:
of a step-ladder at training camp arranging it, modelling it, forgetting
everything, absorbed in his rhythms and cadences. When he stopped work
it was nearly dark. Genevieve Rod, a veil round her head, stood in the
French window that led to the garden.
“I heard you,” she said. “Go on.”
“I'm through. How was your motor ride?”
“I loved it. It's not often I get a chance to go motoring.”
“Nor is it often I get a chance to talk to you alone,” cried Andrews
bitterly.
“You seem to feel you have rights of ownership over me. I resent it. No
one has rights over me.” She spoke as if it were not the first time she
had thought of the phrase.
He walked over and leaned against the window beside her.
“Has it made such a difference to you, Genevieve, finding out that I am
a deserter?”
“No, of course not,” she said hastily.
“I think it has, Genevieve.... What do you want me to do? Do you think
I should give myself up? A man I knew in Paris has given himself up, but
he hadn't taken his uniform off. It seems that makes a difference. He
was a nice fellow. His name was Al, he was from San Francisco. He had
nerve, for he amputated his own little finger when his hand was crushed
by a freight car.”
“Oh, no, no. Oh, this is so frightful. And you would have been a great
composer. I feel sure of it.”
“Why, would have been? The stuff I'm doing now's better than any of the
dribbling things I've done before, I know that.”
“Oh, yes, but you'll need to study, to get yourself known.”
“If I can pull through six months, I'm safe. The army will have gone. I
don't believe they extradite deserters.”
“Yes, but the shame of it, the danger of being found out all the time.”
“I am ashamed of many things in my life, Genevieve. I'm rather proud of
this.”
“But can't you understand that other people haven't your notions of
individual liberty?”
“I must go, Genevieve.”
“You must come in again soon.”
“One of these days.”
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