Soldiers -- Fiction; War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
And he was out in the road in the windy twilight, with his music papers
crumpled in his hand. The sky was full of tempestuous purple clouds;
between them were spaces of clear claret-colored light, and here and
there a gleam of opal. There were a few drops of rain in the wind that
rustled the broad leaves of the lindens and filled the wheat fields
with waves like the sea, and made the river very dark between rosy sand
banks. It began to rain. Andrews hurried home so as not to drench his
only suit. Once in his room he lit four candles and placed them at the
corners of his table. A little cold crimson light still filtered in
through the rain from the afterglow, giving the candles a ghostly
glimmer. Then he lay on his bed, and staring up at the flickering light
on the ceiling, tried to think.
“Well, you're alone now, John Andrews,” he said aloud, after a
half-hour, and jumped jauntily to his feet. He stretched himself and
yawned. Outside the rain pattered loudly and steadily. “Let's have a
general accounting,” he said to himself. “It'll be easily a month before
I hear from old Howe in America, and longer before I hear from Henslowe,
and already I've spent twenty francs on food. Can't make it this way.
Then, in real possessions, I have one volume of Villon, a green book on
counterpoint, a map of France torn in two, and a moderately well-stocked
mind.”
He put the two books on the middle of the table before him, on top of
his disorderly bundle of music papers and notebooks. Then he went on,
piling his possessions there as he thought of them. Three pencils, a
fountain pen. Automatically he reached for his watch, but he remembered
he'd given it to Al to pawn in case he didn't decide to give himself
up, and needed money. A toothbrush. A shaving set. A piece of soap. A
hairbrush and a broken comb. Anything else? He groped in the musette
that hung on the foot of the bed. A box of matches. A knife with one
blade missing, and a mashed cigarette. Amusement growing on him every
minute, he contemplated the pile. Then, in the drawer, he remembered,
was a clean shirt and two pairs of soiled socks. And that was all,
absolutely all. Nothing saleable there. Except Genevieve's revolver.
He pulled it out of his pocket. The candlelight flashed on the bright
nickel. No, he might need that; it was too valuable to sell. He pointed
it towards himself. Under the chin was said to be the best place.
He wondered if he would pull the trigger when the barrel was pressed
against his chin. No, when his money gave out he'd sell the revolver.
An expensive death for a starving man. He sat on the edge of the bed and
laughed.
Then he discovered he was very hungry. Two meals in one day; shocking!
He said to himself. Whistling joyfully, like a schoolboy, he strode down
the rickety stairs to order a meal of Madame Boncour.
It was with a strange start that he noticed that the tune he was
whistling was:
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