Soldiers -- Fiction; War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“A little while ago a division started marching on Paris.... And when I
was in Verdun.... O there will be a revolution.... France is the country
of revolutions.”
“We'll always be here to shoot you down,” said Eisenstein.
“Wait till you've been in the war a little while. A winter in the
trenches will make any army ready for revolution.”
“But we have no way of learning the truth. And in the tyranny of the
army a man becomes a brute, a piece of machinery. Remember you are freer
than we are. We are worse than the Russians!”
“It is curious!... O but you must have some feeling of civilization. I
have always heard that Americans were free and independent. Will they
let themselves be driven to the slaughter always?”
“O I don't know.” Eisenstein got to his feet. “We'd better be getting to
barracks. Coming, Fuselli?” he said.
“Guess so,” said Fuselli indifferently, without getting up.
Eisenstein and the Frenchman went out into the shop.
“Bon swar,” said Fuselli, softly, leaning across the table. “Hey,
girlie?”
He threw himself on his belly on the wide table and put his arms round
her neck and kissed her, feeling everything go blank in a flame of
desire.
She pushed him away calmly with strong little arms.
“Stop!” she said, and jerked her head in the direction of the old woman
in the chair in the dark corner of the room. They stood side by side
listening to her faint wheezy snoring. He put his arms round her and
kissed her long on the mouth.
“Demain,” he said.
She nodded her head.
Fuselli walked fast up the dark street towards the camp. The blood
pounded happily through his veins. He caught up with Eisenstein.
“Say, Eisenstein,” he said in a comradely voice, “I don't think you
ought to go talking round like that. You'll get yourself in too deep one
of these days.”
“I don't care!”
“But, hell, man, you don't want to get in the wrong that bad. They shoot
fellers for less than you said.”
“Let them.”
“Christ, man, you don't want to be a damn fool,” expostulated Fuselli.
“How old are you, Fuselli?”
“I'm twenty now.”
“I'm thirty. I've lived more, kid. I know what's good and what's bad.
This butchery makes me unhappy.”
“God, I know. It's a hell of a note. But who brought it on? If somebody
had shot that Kaiser.”
Eisenstein laughed bitterly. At the entrance of camp Fuselli lingered a
moment watching the small form of Eisenstein disappear with its curious
waddly walk into the darkness.
“I'm going to be damn careful who I'm seen goin' into barracks with,” he
said to himself. “That damn kike may be a German spy or a secret-service
officer.” A cold chill of terror went over him, shattering his mood
of joyous self-satisfaction. His feet slopped in the puddles, breaking
through the thin ice, as he walked up the road towards the barracks. He
felt as if people were watching him from everywhere out of the darkness,
as if some gigantic figure were driving him forward through the
darkness, holding a fist over his head, ready to crush him.
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