Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"Berger wished me to go to Grenwitz and to take there a position in a
noble family, which suited me about as well as a dove-cote suits a
hawk. You have followed me through the great periods of my life there
with an observant eye, and at the same time as a philosopher and as a
friend. I do not know--and I do not want to know--how much you have
seen, how much you have understood, and what may have remained an
unexplained mystery for you. A part of these events I dare not touch
upon; another part I am in duty bound to leave untouched. When the
catastrophe came which you had anticipated, and the frivolous world in
which I was living, crushed me--then you stood by me as a friend; you
snatched me out of the confusion, and you laid upon yourself a burden
which has no doubt made you sigh more than once since. But no! that
cannot be! You are as clever as you are wise, and as wise as you are
kind. Tell me, Franz, what Odysseus was your father, what Penelope bore
you, that Pallas Athene, goddess of wisdom, should always so manifestly
have held you under her gracious protection?"
"I believe everything in my life has happened in the most ordinary
way," said Franz, laughing. "I pray you will not think I escaped
altogether from either Scylla or Charybdis! I have been, like yourself,
on the point of despair. What has saved me is the conviction that the
world is, after all, but a Cosmos, in which everybody, be he what he
may, has to fill his modest place--a conviction which came to me first
very dimly, then more and more clearly and distinctly, and finally
filled my heart with triumphant certainty. This idea has given me that
cheerful calmness without which life would in the end become
unbearable. I said to myself: This world, of which you know after all
but very little, is such an old, solid, and well-finished edifice that
you need not give up the plan on which it was built, even if you should
not comprehend it in all its details. This race of ours, which maybe is
intended for as many millions of years as we now know thousands, is
such a marvellous and unfathomable problem of creative power that you
will never come to an end studying it, if you were to live ever so
long. Goethe tells us that no man ever possessed art, and I add, no one
ever possessed philosophy.
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