Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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His house also was an expensive one, although the whole family
consisted but of himself and his daughter. A nature as richly endowed
and as productive as his own was not made to be content with meagre
fare and thin beer; he was fond of rich, savory dishes and fiery old
wines; above all he loved to share the pleasures of his table with
others who were as willing to be pleased as he himself with the good
things of this world, and especially with one of the best among the
good--a pleasant table-talk.
All this might have been accomplished without causing a deficit in the
budget of the privy councillor, if a careful, sensible housewife had
managed the whole, and spent what was coming in properly and
economically. His wife, however, an exceedingly amiable, intelligent
woman, died the second year after their marriage; and her husband, who
had loved her above all things, could not summon resolution to fill the
place in his heart which death, inexorable death, had made vacant, and
to give a stepmother to his daughter, in whom he soon concentrated all
his affections. He remembered too well the old saying, _apud novercam
queri_! He had seen the fairy tale of Cinderella repeat itself in too
many families. Thus he left his child in the hands of nurses and
governesses whom he paid magnificently, and sent her, when she was old
enough, to Miss Bear's boarding-school, in case anything should have
been forgotten in her outward polish or her inner culture. In the
meantime he kept a kind of bachelor's hall, which soon became a very
costly life, owing to the thievishness of his servants and the
incapacity of a housekeeper in whom he placed implicit confidence. He
comforted himself, however, whenever Mrs. Bartsch had forced him into a
very uncomfortable discussion about credit and debt, with the prospect
of the time when his daughter could relieve him of all this _misère_,
and of the answer to the question: what shall we have for dinner, etc.,
which ought not to be allowed to trouble a good Christian's peace of
mind.
The time came at last, but Miss Sophie's return to the paternal home
did not exactly mend matters. Sophie was too young and too
inexperienced to see the cause of the evil and to reform the abuses,
which were deeply rooted after so many years' toleration. Mrs. Bartsch,
who could not adapt herself at all to the new regime, was dismissed, it
is true; but--as the doctor said, "the bad one is gone, the bad ones
have stayed"--the servants stole just as before, and the privy
councillor did not know yet "what in all the world could have become of
the miserable money?" As it could not well be otherwise under such
circumstances, the accounts agreed less and less every year, and
instead of saying, "I must learn to be more economical hereafter," he
only said, "I must work harder." He felt himself yet in the full vigor
of his strength. He saw before him yet long years of energetic
activity, during which he might make up what had been so long
neglected.
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