Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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But it was not to be so, and the beautiful fruit-bearing tree, in whose
broad, hospitable shade so many who suffered from the burning heat of
life sought shelter and refreshment, and found it too, was to be
irreparably injured by a flash of lightning which fell from a clear
sky. Like wildfire the news flew one morning all over town that Privy
Councillor Roban had had a stroke of paralysis over night, and was now
laid up without hope. People told it one to another with grave faces,
and said it would be an irreparable loss to science, especially as far
as the university was concerned, which had had in Roban its only really
great man since Berger had become insane. But of all who suffered by
the loss, the poor were most seriously threatened, since they lost in
the privy councillor their generous friend and protector. For many and
many a day one might have seen old women dragging themselves painfully
along on crutches, men so old and feeble that they had to be led by a
boy, young pale mothers with a baby in their bosom--all sitting on the
steps of the house, bathed in tears, and asking every one who came out
whether things were not going a little better with the privy
councillor, or whether there was really no hope at all that the good
old gentleman would recover?
In the meantime the patient was lying in that terrible state which is
neither night nor day, but a painful twilight, when the sun is about to
set, and the darkness is rising full of threatenings on all sides. For
a long time it remained uncertain whether life or death would be the
end, and when at last the cruel conflict was decided in favor of life,
death only yielded after having marked his victim unmistakably forever.
One might even have said, that he had taken all the reality away with
it, and left only the shadow of existence.
To-day was the first time that the privy councillor had risen for
a few hours; they had rolled him in his large easy-chair from his
bed-chamber, before the fire-place in the sitting-room. He had insisted
upon it that his daughter, who since the beginning of his sickness had
scarcely left his bed, should go out to her little party; and he had
dismissed his son-in-law, who had taken his practice provisionally in
hand and came to see him every evening--for he wished to be alone. He
felt the necessity of availing himself of the first hour in which the
pressure on his brain was less overwhelming, for the purpose of
thinking over his situation. As a physician, he would probably have
warned his patient against such an injurious excitement; but now he was
physician and patient at once, and made the experience in himself that
the physician may very often demand certain things which the patient is
unable to do with the best will in the world.
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