Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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Poor, unfortunate man; doubly and trebly poor, because you have been
doubly and trebly rich and happy before, in the fulness of your mental
and physical strength, in the elasticity of your sanguine temper, nay
even in the easy humor which bore you like a bird high over the
greatest difficulties! Where is now your restless activity, which
formerly made it impossible for you to sit still in one and the same
place for any length of time, which induced you even at table
frequently to change your place among your guests? Where is your sharp,
penetrating mind, which used to solve the hardest problems as in play?
Where your brilliant fancy, which threw even upon every-day occurrences
a bewitching light? Where, above all, your Olympian cheerfulness, which
made it so easy for you not to be angry or excited, but allowed you to
fight at most with a humorous smile and satirical wit against the
misery and wretchedness of life, against the stupidity and vulgarity of
men? Where are the thousand arguments with which you often nearly
overwhelmed the pessimist views of your friend Berger, when you tried
to persuade him that this earth was by no means a vale of tears from
the rising to the setting of the sun, but a wide, fair landscape, in
which hill and dale, waste deserts and Elysian fields alternated very
wisely, and that in most cases man was not only at liberty but even
commanded to avoid the one and to enjoy the other? Have you all at once
changed your views? Has a brutal blow of fate suddenly reduced you in
the discussion to an _absurdum_? Has the pressure which weighs on your
brain and paralyzes the elasticity of your mind transformed you all of
a sudden from an optimist into a pessimist, so that you see the world
and your own situation in dark colors, as you are counting the beats of
your pulse mechanically, and sit there, rolled in a ball in your
easy-chair, glaring in dull thoughts at the dying embers of the
fire-place?
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