Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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Oswald's heart was filled with strange sensations as he saw from the
corner in which he was leaning back the rocks and the trees flit by,
and felt that every step brought him nearer to the place which had
occupied his mind during the last months so persistently and so
painfully. How unmeaning the name had sounded to him when he first
heard it mentioned at Grenwitz as the place where Melitta von Berkow's
suffering husband was living! Then he did not know Melitta yet, then he
did not anticipate that he would a few days later be enchained by the
charms of that beautiful woman. Afterwards he had heard her mention the
name, though only rarely, and always with much reluctance, and in his
state of boundless delight the place had given him very much the
impression with which the owner of a superb, brilliant house looks upon
a dark room which he does not like to open, and of which he avoids
speaking, because years ago a person who was dear to him had committed
suicide there. Then the time had come when Melitta obeyed Dr.
Birkenhain's summons and went to see her dying husband--at last the
painful, wretched days during which he knew she was at Fichtenau by the
side of her unfortunate husband, and when he received from Fichtenau
those letters in which every word was a longing kiss. In those days
Fichtenau had appeared to him alternately the grave and the cradle of
his happiness, as he at one moment fancied Berkow's death would remove
all impediments in the way of his marrying Melitta, and then again
feared the very same event might forever separate him from her. Then
came the fatal day when he found out that the man whom he had from the
beginning looked upon as his most formidable rival was with Melitta;
when malicious tongues had whispered the most hateful explanations of
this fact in his ear, and he, unhappy man, had but too readily listened
to these abominable slanders. Alas! he had even then betrayed his own
love by his own acts, and, like a ship-wrecked man, who, in order to
save himself and his treasures, pitilessly pushes his best friend from
the frail plank into the ocean, he had sacrificed Melitta in order to
justify his passion for the fair Helen before the tribunal of his own
heart! And finally, to fill the cup to overflowing, and to prove as it
were to his troubled mind that the whole world was out of joint, and
one error more or less did not matter much, the same place must hold
both the woman he loved so ardently, who sought comfort for the moments
she must needs spend at the deathbed of her husband in the arms of a
fascinating roué, and the revered friend and teacher, whose genius, so
like a bright blazing torch, had just been extinguished in the deep
darkness of insanity! Only a little later death had robbed him of the
boy whom he had learnt to love as a brother, and Fate had broken, in a
most painful manner, his connection with a great and noble family; then
he had seen his rival wounded unto death by his ball, lying at his
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