Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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Timm rested his head in his hand, as Oswald had been doing these last
ten minutes. A pause followed, while bald-headed Charles placed a new
bottle of champagne into the wine-cooler, turned it round a few times
in the ice, and then left them again as noiselessly as he had come.
This sudden transition from exuberant hilarity into such melancholy
silence, in an elastic nature like Surveyor Timm's, was somewhat too
sudden to be perfectly natural. Oswald, however, was too busy with his
own thoughts to notice this. He thought Timm was sincere, and he was
flattered by the lively interest which he had excited in a man whom he
had heretofore looked upon as altogether frivolous and selfish. He
filled his own glass and Albert's from the new bottle, and said,
"I am not ungrateful, Timm; I am really not so; and least of all in
this case. And if I have heretofore not put full faith in your
friendship, it was only because I felt how little I had deserved it.
Let us have another glass together! You know you must not be exacting
with a melancholy man like myself!"
"Well, I should think I knew that," said Timm, with his usual merry
laugh, pushing back the long fair hair that had fallen down upon his
forehead, and emptying his glass at a single draught. "And I have often
wondered how a man like yourself, who has a right to enjoy life more
than any one else, can look upon the world in a way which seems only
fit for sick canary birds and like invalids. I should say nothing if
you had never commenced to enjoy it from mere bashfulness, or if you
had wasted your strength in enjoyment; but as neither the one nor the
other is evidently the case with you--as you are not an enthusiastic
saint nor a worn-out roué--as you suffer neither from an exuberance of
strength nor from too great weakness, I really cannot tell what is the
matter with you, except one thing."
"And what is that?"
Mr. Timm rested his elbows on the table, and the smooth face in his
white hands, and smiled craftily at Oswald.
"And that is--what, Timm?"
"Ten thousand dollars annual income." Oswald laughed.
"A very prosaic remedy for contempt of the world."
"But a very radical one, and in your case infallible."
"Why exactly in my case?"
Timm filled the glasses once more, lighted a fresh cigar, and said:
"Heine, you know, divides men in two classes: fat Grecians and lean
Nazarenes. I have found this distinction as acute as true. The former
believe in Our Lady of Melos, the latter worship the Virgin Dolorosa.
The former enjoy the good things of life in cheerful happiness; the
latter prefer a grumbling resignation and meditative asceticism. In
order that both classes should be right, that the Grecians should be
able to live well and the Nazarenes pray well, the former must have an
abundance of money, and the latter must be poor, very poor indeed."
"Before you go on with your exposition, Timm, tell me first to which of
the two classes you belong yourself."
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