Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
"To both, or to neither of the two, as you choose. I have the good
digestion, the sound teeth, the fine perception--in a word, the desire
and the capacity to enjoy which belongs to the Grecians; but I have
also the tenacity and frugality necessary to the Nazarenes for the
practice of their peculiar virtues. I have the invaluable talent of the
camel to be able to thirst a long time without losing heart or
appetite; on the contrary, abstinence only serves in my case to sharpen
the appetite and to season the next drink more attractively. When I
have travelled through the desert, and--as just now, for instance--the
branches of mimosas and the fans of palm-trees wave over me, and the
icy-cold well--as just now, for instance, from the bottle--I meant to
say, from the rock--foams and purls--then I bend my long camel's neck
and drink and drink and drink, and bless the dry, brown desert which
has led me to such a delicious well."
And Mr. Timm poured down a full glass of champagne with the hasty
eagerness of a traveller whose tongue is glued to the palate.
Oswald watched the exulting companion who sat opposite to him with a
peculiar sense of pleasure, not unmixed with envy. How sharp and
bold, and yet how fine and intelligent, were the features in this
smooth, almost boyish face! How well that haughty superciliousness
suited him, which played around his delicate nostrils and curved the
sharply-accented red lips! How the words flew from these lips, swift as
feathered arrows, each one of which hits the bull's-eye! What a
sovereign contempt for mere phrases, for any kind of ornament, for all
those rags with which hypocrites and fools try to cover their
nakedness! How eloquent the whole bearing of the man, his head thrown
boldly back, as he blew the smoke of his cigar from him, or as he took
the bottle from the cooler, shook it, and filled again and again his
empty glass to overflowing! How light the burden of life seemed to be
to this man, light as to the lion who leaps with the colt in his teeth
swiftly over hedges and ditches!
Oswald was not inclined at that moment to cast a glance into the
bottomless abyss of selfishness which lay concealed under the surface
of this humor, dancing about in merry waves. The time and the place
were not favorable to such an analysis. He felt down here, in this
deep, quiet cellar, with its dim, mysterious light of two small
candles, as if he were thousands of miles away from the rest of the
world. He had come here to drink himself into oblivion; he had
succeeded in his wishes. His brow was all aglow, as he followed the
example of his companion and poured down glass after glass. He had not
felt so free and so happy for a long time as he did at that moment.
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