Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
"The Boarding-School for Young Ladies," in the suburbs of Grunwald, was
not exactly a house of correction for young girls who were incorrigible
at home, as the students of Grunwald and other wicked people
maintained; nor was the principal of the institution, Miss Amelia
Bear--known as the She Bear--altogether the female dragon which
malicious tongues represented her to be. It is true, no one could deny
that during the day the curtains were almost invariably down in the
windows looking upon the street, and that after nine o'clock in the
evening no light was to be seen in the whole house. The boarders were
never seen in public, except in solemn procession, walking two and two,
and with a teacher at the head and a teacher at the end; no letter
passed the threshold of the house, going out or coming in, which was
not first subjected to a close scrutiny in Miss Bear's study, and
stamped there, so to say, with the official seal; but these and similar
regulations are either common to all "boarding-schools for young
ladies," or there was, in certain cases, a special reason for them. The
institution was intended for the "higher classes," whose female
offspring was counted upon for its support; this meant almost
exclusively the high nobility of the district, as the daughters of
persons not noble rarely sought admission, and still more rarely found
admission. Now it happens that young ladies of rank born and bred in
the country, and enjoying the twofold privileges of country life and an
exceptional social position, accustomed to manage from their twelfth
year their ponies with the skill of circus-riders, and at thirteen
often more familiar with the humbugs of society than other girls ever
become--that such girls are not to be treated as leniently as other
daughters of Eve. They are used to the society of busy idlers as their
only male companions: young land-owners, officers on furlough, and
other men of frequently very loose morals; and great is the danger,
therefore, that this inborn and inbred sovereign haughtiness may bloom
forth abundantly, and bear equivocal fruit, unless they are restrained
in time and with method.
This was the excuse which Miss Bear's friends made for the draconic
laws of her institution; she was the responsible keeper of this
precious but fragile ware, and who could wonder at the stern glance of
her once perhaps beautiful eyes, and the crowd of wrinkles on her brow,
which seemed to deepen and to multiply every year? Like so many among
us, she was what she was, not because she wished to be so, but because
she was forced to be so. It was her vocation to look stern, and to
frown, as it is the vocation of others to smile forever, and to wear as
smooth a face as they can produce. But as the greatest psychologist of
our day has taught us that one may smile and smile forever, and yet be
a very great rascal, so it is also possible to look like a chief
inquisitor, and yet to have a truly womanly, gentle, and kindly heart.
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