Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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Miss Amelia Bear was the living proof of such a possibility. Miss
Amelia Bear had had a very hard time of it all her life long. She was
the poor daughter of a poor village minister, and began at fourteen her
thorny career as a governess in noble country families. In those days
she was very pretty, and therefore exposed to many temptations; but her
prudence and her cleverness had helped her to escape from all dangers,
till she was old enough to be left alone, and to procure for herself a
kind of independence by establishing a school upon the savings of long
years and the presents she had occasionally received. Her honorable
character was known to everybody; and this, and the experience she had
gained in the field of education, justified such an enterprise, while
her numerous relations to noble families promised almost certain
success. She preferred the nobility, because the nobility preferred
her; and she hesitated to accept girls of other families, because she
was sure to lose or not to receive for one such boarder, six from the
nobility.
Nevertheless she gave up the principle whenever a special case seemed
to require an exception from the rule. Thus it had been with Sophie
Roban. The privy councillor was the physician of the institution, and
Miss Bear was under great obligations to him. Even her noble patrons,
therefore, understood perfectly why she could not well refuse the
widowed privy councillor, when he asked her to take for a few years a
mother's place to his orphaned child.
Her relation to Sophie Roban was the best proof of the exaggeration
which had given rise to so many fables about the dragon nature of Miss
Bear. She had become a real mother to the motherless girl; she had
guarded and protected her against every bodily and mental danger, not
in order to earn her compensation honestly, nor for the sake of the
reputation of her school, but because she loved the girl with her whole
heart, as if she had been her own. Malicious people went so far as to
say that she had not only raised but also spoiled the girl, and it
could not be denied that Sophie--little Sophie, as the She Bear
said--could dare what no other boarder, not even Emily von Breesen, who
was at the same time there, and who passed for absolutely untamable,
would ever have ventured to do. Sophie could interrupt Miss Bear in the
most violent philippic against any wrong-doer who had done something
especially horrible, _e. g._, cutting round holes in the curtains for
the purpose of peeping at the people who passed by the house, and could
fall upon her neck and say: Miss Mal, Miss Mal, I would not be so very
angry if I were you! Sophie could at all times freely enter her
study--that mysterious adytum to which the young ladies came with fear
and trembling, and where the dispatches to their parents were prepared,
and all their letters, coming and going, were subjected to rigorous
scrutiny! Sophie could do what she chose.
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