Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"You may not be altogether wrong," he said; "for if the two entirely
different elements, air and water, harbor also entirely different
creatures, which cannot have real communion with each other, it is
perfectly logical that different moral atmospheres, like that in which
the nobles live and that in which we live, must also produce morally
different beings, who can never become real friends with heart and
soul. Have you formed any friendship, during the time you spent at Miss
Bear's school, which has lasted beyond those years?"
"Yes, papa, with Miss Bear herself," answered Sophie, laughing.
"There you see," said the privy councillor, with his satirical smile,
"one can become good friends with she bears even, but not with
Undines."
Sophie was too young yet to be able to share the suspicions suggested
to her father by his long life and ample experience. She explained
Helen's reserve by her innate or acquired reluctance to come out of
herself, and forgave her this shyness all the more readily as she was
not quite free from it herself. She was herself generally looked upon
as stern and cold, and many people declared openly that "she was not at
all like other girls." "She cannot help it," she would say to herself,
"and we ought not to expect to gather figs from thistles. Helen would
be just the same to you if the Robans had been barons at the time of
Charlemagne."
This view did greater honor to Sophie's head than to her worldly
prudence, and she would have perhaps become a convert to her father's
views, "that Undines can at least be intimate with Undines," if she had
been able to look over Helen's shoulder on the afternoon of the third
day after Oswald's arrival in Grunwald. Helen was writing to her
friend, Miss Mary Burton (an Undine beyond doubt, for she belonged to
an old and noble English family), and the delicate gold pen was flying
fast over the paper. Helen wrote:
"This is the first time for a long, long time, dearest Mary, that I
have the heart to answer your letters--for there is quite a pile lying
before me. But I could not get the courage to write to you, who have
now entered the great world, and have been presented at court--who are
engaged, and about to become the wife of an English peer, that I, Helen
von Grenwitz, to whom you prophesied such a brilliant future, have been
sent back to boarding-school! sent to boarding-school, like a naughty
girl; sent to boarding-school, like a gosling from the country! You
wonder; you smile incredulously; you lisp your 'It is impossible!' and
when you find at last that you have to believe my repeated assurances,
you seize me with both your hands and cry: 'but, for God's sake, what
does it mean? what can it be?' and you force me to tell you the whole
story from the beginning. Well, I see no possibility to escape from the
punishment, but you will find it natural that I shorten the pain as
much as I can.
"Therefore, in short, if not for good:
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