Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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When Sophie said so, she did, of course, not suspect Oswald's love for
Helen, and Helen's love for Oswald, which, if known to her, would
probably have made her speak somewhat differently; and afterwards, when
Franz's reports about the catastrophe at Grenwitz, and many a word
spoken by Helen herself, made her see more clearly this all-important
point, she still did not change her advice, because she looked upon it
as treason against a friend to tell others a secret of which she
herself was not yet fully convinced. Helen, moreover, had become her
friend in the meantime; at least she was most devotedly attached to the
pretty girl, although she had reasons to doubt whether Helen, in her
haughty pride and reserve, returned her love. It was mainly their
common enthusiastic love for music which had brought the two young
ladies so closely together. They soon found, not only that they shared
this enthusiasm, but that they complemented each other in their
knowledge of music as well as in their powers of execution. Sophie was
the more learned; the mysteries of Thorough Bass--for Helen, a book
with seven seals--were open to her; but Helen felt and appreciated
music more fully. In comparison with Sophie, Helen was, on the other
hand, a mere scholar on the piano, but she had a rich alto voice, as
extensive as well trained, while Sophie said of herself that she had
not a note in her throat.
Thus the two young ladies could play and sing by the hour, either in
Helen's room at the institute, or more frequently in Sophie's parlor,
without ever getting tired. Helen insisted that nobody had ever
accompanied her as well as Sophie; and Sophie, that nothing had ever
afforded her a greater musical enjoyment than Helen's sweet, melodious
voice, full of deep feeling.
But, strange enough, although their souls met in the realm of music as
kindred souls, and gave each other a sister's kiss, their tongues
became silent as soon as they attempted to approach each other in human
speech. Their conversation stopped frequently, and they had to turn
again to music in order to fill a pause which threatened to become
painful. Sometimes Sophie thought Helen was making a violent effort to
break the charm which bound her in silence, but she never went in such
moments beyond the first stammered sounds of intimacy, and the very
next moment saw the young girl longing for friendship changed into the
haughty lady of the world, calm in her self-satisfied repose, and
unapproachable.
"She is a marble statue," said Sophie to her father, "in spite of her
black hair, and her dark, brilliant eyes. You cannot get near to her. I
believe she is secretly an Undine."
The privy councillor laughed.
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