Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"Well, it did not look as if the visit gave him particular pleasure.
Still I can hardly judge of that fairly, as yesterday was the first
time I ever saw him. But to tell the truth, he looked to me as if
nothing in the world was likely to give him much pleasure. Franz says
it is not so at all, but he admitted that Mr. Stein had changed
remarkably in the short time during which they had not seen each other.
How was he when you knew him?"
Sophie thought she felt that Helen's heart was beating higher, as she
asked this very harmless question. Yet she did not show any excitement
in her voice, as she answered:
"I have seldom seen Mr. Stein except in company and, you know, there we
have very little opportunity to see men as they really are. He looked
to me generally very grave, almost sad, reserved, and silent,
especially during the last weeks. But the state of things in my family
at that time was such as to produce very naturally such an effect. How
was he yesterday?"
"That is difficult to say for one who is as little of a psychologist as
I am," replied Sophie, determined to tell the truth, even if it should
hurt Helen. "He looked to me gay, almost exuberant, but not cheerful;
talkative, but not communicative; witty, but not entertaining; in one
word, a combination of striking contrasts, which produced a very
painful impression on me, because I love, above all, what is clear,
easily intelligible and simple. I was especially shocked at the manner
in which he spoke about his position here and his vocation in life. He
seemed to look upon everything as mere play. He gave us a sketch of a
party to which he had been invited at Mr. Clemens's house, and poured a
perfect flood of irony and sarcasm on the poor people. He described his
solemn installation at the college, which had taken place that morning,
and represented the whole as a scene in a puppet-show. Franz tells me
he has something of Doctor Faust in his nature; to me he looked rather
like Mephistopheles. Nor did I think him so very handsome, as Franz had
represented him. He looked pale and haggard, as if he were sick, or had
not slept for several nights. His large eyes had an expression weird
and ghost-like. I had all the time to think of the lines: 'It is
written on his brow, that he can make no vow of faithful love'--or
however the verse may be."
"Then he must indeed have changed very much," said Helen.
The tone in which the young girl said these words was so very sad, that
Sophie regretted having been carried away by the secret antipathy she
felt in her heart against Stein, and perhaps still more by a desire to
provoke Helen by violent contradiction, and thus to punish her for her
reserve.
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