Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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It was not the first time that Helen had thus suddenly given a new turn
to a conversation that threatened to become too intimate. Sophie had to
submit to it, although she was pained by this want of confidence, and
especially as she felt how Helen was entirely left alone, and what a
blessing it would have been to her to be able to pour out her
overburdened heart into the sympathizing bosom of a true friend. She
did not feel offended, therefore, by Helen's haughty reserve; on the
contrary, she was more than ever resolved rather to make her way slowly
and stealthily into Helen's confidence, than to return pride for pride
and reticence for reticence.
There was to be more than one occasion offered her to-day.
They had been playing and singing at Sophie's house, almost without
interruption, until it began to grow dark in the large room, which was
in the lower story. They paused because they could not see very well
any longer, and were walking up and down in the room, arm in arm, while
the effect of the music was still vibrating in their hearts, and even
Helen's proud heart felt milder and softer. She had been forcibly
reminded of the death of her favorite by one of Robert Schumann's
beautiful songs, which filled her with sweet pain. The sad, mournful
words, with the sad, plaintive melody, continued in her ear--
"Thy face, alas! so fair and dear,
I saw it in my dreams quite near;
It was so angel-like, so sweet,
And yet with pain and grief replete.
The lips alone, they are still red,
But soon they also will be pale and dead."
She thought of the night when Baron Oldenburg had led her from the
midst of the dancers to Bruno's dying bed; she saw again how at her
entrance the boy's eye flamed up in his deadly-pale face.
"The lips alone, they are still red,
But soon they also will be pale and dead,"
she murmured, as if she were speaking to herself.
"This song seems to have made as great an impression upon you as upon
Doctor Stein," said Sophie.
"Upon whom?" cried Helen, suddenly aroused from her dreams.
"Upon Doctor Stein! your Doctor Stein!" replied Sophie, as
indifferently as if she had never given a thought to the relations
which might possibly exist between Oswald and Helen.
"When did you see him?" asked Helen again, in her ordinary calmly-grand
manner.
"Last night, here; for the first time. He had been two days in town
without having seen Franz. Yesterday Franz met him accidentally in the
street, and brought him home with him. Otherwise we should probably
have had to wait a long time for his visit."
"How so?"
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