Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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Sophie's eyes, though a little near-sighted, were yet very well able to
see things near by, and thus she had not failed to notice a certain
veil of embarrassment which hung over Bemperlein's honest face, while
he blamed the troublesome analysis. As the young lady was slowly
walking homeward, and thought what might be the real reason why
Bemperlein had stayed away, she came, just as she was turning around a
corner, upon a gentleman who came hurriedly from the opposite
direction.
"Pardon!" said the gentleman, lifting his hat and hurrying on.
It was Oswald Stein. He had evidently not recognized Sophie.
This unexpected meeting gave a new direction to Sophie's thoughts. She
remembered now that Bemperlein had not been at her house since he had
met Oswald there, who was just about to leave with Helen; that the
meeting of the two gentlemen had been very cold, strangely cold, and
that Bemperlein had given evasive answers to all their questions about
the relations in which he stood to Oswald. Was it Oswald, who had since
spent several evenings there, once in company with Helen Grenwitz, who
had frightened away Bemperlein? Was Bemperlein jealous?
As Sophie knew nothing of Bemperlein's former relations to Oswald, she
could of course hardly expect to guess rightly. The truth lay somewhere
else.
When Anastasius Bemperlein was no longer willing to shake hands with a
man whom he had once esteemed highly and loved heartily, one might rest
assured that a goodly portion of strong poison must have been mixed
with his milk of human kindness. Anastasius Bemperlein had fully
trusted Oswald Stein. He had seen the life and happiness of those he
loved best in his hand without fear, and he had overcome all his
apprehensions about a union formed so suddenly and resting on the
unsafe basis of entirely different social positions. He had said to
himself, "All this is idle nonsense in comparison with the invaluable
price of true love. Is not love stronger than faith and hope; how can
it fail to be stronger than foolish prejudices?" He had reached a point
where he had seen in the union of Melitta and Oswald a triumph of pure
humanity over the barbarism of civilization, and victory of truth over
falsehood.
But only upon such a lofty basis was such a union justifiable and
possible. If one or the other sank below the level, both were lost.
Bemperlein had known Fran von Berkow for seven years; he knew that her
heart was true and good. Bemperlein had known Oswald for as many weeks,
and he thought Oswald was worthy of her. He thought so because he had
no choice; because to doubt would have seemed to him to insult his
much-beloved friend.
And yet such doubts had made their way to his heart, slowly, silently,
as in our dreams a fearful monster drags itself towards us and we try
in vain to escape. He had struggled against these doubts until he could
struggle no longer.
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