Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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Melitta had returned from her second journey to Fichtenau, on which
Bemperlein had in vain offered to accompany her; but after a few hours'
stay at Grunwald she had gone on with Julius to Berkow, without sending
for Bemperlein. The latter did not hear of her having been there except
through old Baumann, who had remained behind to arrange Julius's
things, and to execute some other commissions. Bemperlein had never
spoken to the old man about Oswald. This time the latter began himself
He told him that Oswald had been at Fichtenau when they were there,
that he had learnt from the waiter that his mistress was at the hotel,
but had left again without calling on her. Here he paused, evidently in
order to hear what Bemperlein would say about this piece of news. But
when Bemperlein said nothing but "so so!" "indeed!" the old man could
no longer control himself, and poured out his full heart, and with it
the full cup of his wrath over Oswald.
"He had never trusted the fine gentleman from the first moment, and now
he thought it as clear as light that the scamp had deceived his
mistress infamously. He had spoken himself to his mistress about it,
with all deference--for he knew he was nothing but a servant, and knew
his place--but also very seriously, for he had carried her about as a
child in his arms, and had always loved her tenderly; and she had
always confessed to him on all such occasions, not entirely and not by
halves, but sufficiently full for him, who knew her as well as his own
hand. And then he had had a great desire to shoot the fine gentleman
who had played his mistress such a mean trick, like a mad dog; and
little had been wanting one night on the heath between Grenwitz and
Fashwitz. But now he thanked God that he had held his arm and saved him
from such a crime, especially as He had allowed it to happen that the
story did not break the good lady's heart, but opened her eyes and
showed her the way in which alone she can find happiness on earth."
What this way was the old man had not said, but had risen and marched
straight out of the room, as if he wished to make all further questions
utterly impossible.
It may easily be imagined how much this conversation, which confirmed
his worst fears, had affected Bemperlein; and what impression it must
have made upon him, when he came, quite full of these sensations, to
Doctor Rohan's house, and the first man who met him there was Oswald.
This meeting had been so painful to him, and a possible repetition
seemed to him so intolerable, that it took him a whole week to recover
from his fright; and that he would perhaps never have recovered
entirely if Sophie had not come and made an end to his indecision. Poor
Bemperlein! He had longed to see his fair friend so much! He had to
tell her matters of such importance--of amazing importance for
Anastasius Bemperlein.
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