Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"Not directly," replied Bemperlein, seizing once more the cushion,
"only, inasmuch as it increased my interest in poor Marguerite,
to whom--and afterwards my suspicions have been most remarkably
confirmed--some thing similar might have happened; but never mind that!
Next day, then, I began my lessons. The lesson with that boy, Malte,
was soon over. I was left alone in the room, and waited for my fair
pupil; I can tell you, Miss Sophie, my heart beat! Why, I could not
tell myself. I only know that I felt all of a sudden as if I were a
very bad man. I had never yet in all my life played comedy; and these
lessons in grammar were, after all, nothing but comedy. I had a great
mind to run away; but as that could not very well be done, I could only
pull up my collar, make a bow before the mirror, and say with my best
accent: '_Ah, bon jour, Mademoiselle, comment vous portez-vous!_' As I
repeated the question a third time--and this time to my complete
satisfaction--the lady came into the room, a book in her hand, and I
was so much confused by the fear she might have seen me before the
mirror that I blushed all over, and stammered something, which might
possibly have been French, but which certainly was very foolish, for
Mademoiselle Marguerite smiled and said something of _bonté_ and
_enseigner_. Next I only know that we were sitting opposite each other,
and that we were turning over the leaves without saying a word--what
else can I tell you, Miss Sophie? What is best and most necessary I
can, after all, not tell you. I have been with Marguerite now for a
week daily, quite alone, during a whole hour. We have not studied
grammar; at least, we never read beyond the first pages; but, in
return, she has opened to me the book of her life, and I have been
allowed to read it, word by word, from the first to the last page. I
tell you, Miss Sophie, there is not a bad word in it, and not a page of
which she need be ashamed. She has had to fight her way through the
world, poor thing--much worse than I! Her parents died so early that
she has never known them; brothers and sisters or near relations she
never had, except a wicked aunt, who made her life a hell, until at
fourteen she fell among strangers, who at least did not beat her like
her wretched aunt. Alas! Miss Sophie, if I were to tell you what the
poor thing has suffered, you would say: 'Such things are impossible,'
and your heart would overflow with sympathy as mine did."
Mr. Bemperlein paused because his emotion was too deep. Sophie took his
hand and said, "Good Bemperly!" Bemperlein returned the pressure
warmly, and continued, after having cleared his voice repeatedly to
hide his emotion:
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