Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"She kept nothing from me; not even that she has of late come in
contact with a bad man (I repeat, Miss Sophie, that I am not speaking
of Mr. Stein)--with a man who has cheated her most egregiously, and who
wished to hand her over to a notorious scapegrace. But that is such a
mean, low story that I would rather not speak of it, even if I had not
promised Marguerite never to mention the person in question to any one,
whoever it be. And now," concluded Bemperlein, taking both of Sophie's
hands in his own, "what do you say, now you know all?"
Sophie was somewhat embarrassed by the sudden question. She had formed
a picture of Marguerite from casual remarks made by Helen, Oswald, and
her betrothed, which was by no means flattering for the young lady; and
even Bemperlein's account was not calculated to remove her prejudice
completely. She was pained to have to hurt the feelings of the poor
man, whose kind face was turned towards her with an excited, anxious
expression, as if life and death depended on her decision, and yet she
could and would not prevaricate, and an answer she must give. She
assumed, therefore, a charming air of wisdom, shaking her head gently
and thoughtfully,
"Love is a curious thing, Bemperly. I have often reflected on it since
the time that I learned to know Franz and to love him. There are
sensations which are very praiseworthy in themselves, but they are not
love, and we must be careful not to mistake them for love. And the
nobler the heart the more easily it falls into the danger of committing
such an error, just as the most trustful people are always the readiest
to take false money instead of good money. I, for instance, never
failed to find a false coin in my purse upon returning from market, if
there was a false piece in the whole crowd. Now, there is no sensation
which looks so much like love, and which so readily deceives a noble
heart, as sympathy. Might it not be, Bemperly"--and here the young lady
put her hand upon Bemperlein's hand--"that, as your interest for Miss
Marguerite first arose from sympathy, it may to this moment not be the
genuine love, but only sympathy?"
Bemperlein's face had been growing longer with every word of this long
exposition. He had expected a very different welcome for his news here.
Almost despairing, he asked, therefore,
"But, Miss Sophie, how do you distinguish sympathy from love? Is not
the love of our neighbor, the purest form of love, identical with
sympathy?"
"The love of the neighbor?" replied Sophie; "yes! but not that love of
which we are speaking--the love which we must feel if we wish to marry
somebody--the love, for instance, which I feel for Franz, and which
Franz feels for me. That is something very different, quite
different,"--and the young philosopher nodded thoughtfully her wise
head.
"But what is it then?" cried Bemperlein, desperately. "How can we find
out if we really love?"
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