Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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To all this must be added, that he felt indescribably unhappy in his
position. His duties at the college were repugnant to him, when he had
hardly begun them. The virtues required by the exceedingly difficult
vocation of a teacher: industry, perseverance, patience, self-denial,
he had practised little in his life. The close air of the class-room,
and the noise of a crowd of merry boys were a torment for his
over-wrought nerves. And then his colleagues! this Rector Clemens,
overflowing with a false humanity; this stiff, wooden Professor
Snellius; this Doctor Kubel, combining easy comfort with so-called wit;
these lions of learning, Winimer and Broadfoot. Gulliver meeting, on
his famous travels, with the man-like, and therefore awfully hideous
Yahoos, could not feel a greater aversion for them than Oswald did for
those people with whom his position brought him in daily contact. And
these Yahoos were exceedingly obliging and familiar; they seemed to
have no suspicion of their ugliness; they overwhelmed the new comer
with all possible kindnesses; they invited him again and again to
evenings at whist, and evenings at tenpins, æsthetic teas, and dramatic
readings! They did not seem to mind at all his reserve, his chilling
coldness; on the contrary, they saw in it the awkwardness of a young
man who has not moved much in good company, and must be encouraged.
Even the ladies seemed to be full of this notion, especially Mrs.
Rector Clemens, who declared openly her intention to take the shy young
man, who was standing so sadly alone in the world, under her wings, and
who had already begun to carry out her threat. "I like you, dear
Stein!" said the energetic lady; "you have conquered my heart, and
gained by your reading of the 'Captain' a place in our dramatic club. I
consider it my duty to polish the younger colleagues. True humanity can
only be acquired in intercourse with refined ladies. For what says the
poet: 'If you wish to know what is becoming, ask noble ladies!' Look at
our colleague, Winimer! You have no idea what a bashful, awkward man he
was two years ago when he first came here, and what a charming young
man I have made of him! Well, with help from above, I shall probably do
as well with you."
Oswald overlooked, of course, the natural bonhommie which prompted this
and similar little speeches, and only saw the ridiculous form, at which
he laughed mercilessly with Timm, whose company he sought regularly
after these inflictions.
But there was in Grunwald, besides the fair manager of the dramatic
club, yet another lady who thought she had an older and better right to
humanize the young scapegrace, and who was the less willing to yield
her part to a rival, as she had elsewhere also been mortally offended
by her in her most sacred feelings.
This lady was the authoress of the "Cornflowers."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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