Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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Primula still trembled whenever she thought of the terrible evening on
which she had been expected to become the murderer of a great general
and hero, and her only consolation was that so far from reading the
part allotted her she had scarcely commenced it. But, however that
might be, her hatred and her contempt for the people who had treated
her with such indignity remained the same. She declared that an
unexpected meeting with Mrs. Rector Clemens might have the most
disastrous consequences for her health. She carried, even at first, the
precaution so far that she never went out without sending her husband
some twenty or thirty yards ahead, so that he could warn her in time of
the probable approach of the "Gorgon's head;" and although this extreme
nervousness gradually subsided, the mere mention of her adversary's
name continued still to cause her immediately great and painful
emotion.
But Primula's enterprising spirit did not rest long content with such
an apparently passive resistance. Her adversary, and not she alone, but
her whole kin and her whole circle, must not merely be despised in
silence; they must be positively humiliated. She must be cut to the
heart, or, as the poetess called it in Maenadic passionateness, "the
flaming firebrand must be hurled upon her own hearth." This, however,
could be done in no other way than by exploding the dramatic club by
establishing another club in opposition, which should contain, under
Primula's direction, all the intelligence of Grunwald, and eclipse the
club of the schoolmasters as completely as the moon eclipses a fixed
star of first magnitude. To preside over such a club at Grunwald had
long been Primula's favorite dream when she was still wandering in the
evening twilight by the side of the Fragmentist through the fields of
Fashwitz, winding a wreath of blue cyanes for herself in sweet
anticipation of the triumphs which she was to celebrate hereafter. She
had thought this dream near its fulfilment when she crossed the
threshold of the reception rooms in Rector Clemens's house, her
Wallenstein in her hand, and the part of Thekla word by word in her
head. She had expected that evening to be the hour of her triumph. Was
it not to be foreseen--or, more correctly speaking, was it not a matter
of course--that as soon as she, Primula, had read the first lines, an
immense storm of applause would break out; that the men would beat upon
their shields (or books), and men and women would exclaim as with one
accord:
"Hail, thrice hail, to the proud light
That makes our darkness bright!
Oh, poetess of lofty mien,
Be thou hereafter our queen!
Oh, don't deny this prayer of ours,
Great author of 'Cornflowers!'"
For this was the Pæan which the authoress had herself composed for the
occasion.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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