Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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A glance from her bright eyes and a quiver of the charming mouth filled
quite eloquently the pause which the young lady made in her speech.
Oswald was still unable to adapt himself at once to the situation. He
had expected Helen, he found Emily--Emily, whose enchanting, coquettish
beauty reminded him so forcibly of some of the most delightful and yet
most painful scenes in the confused drama of his life--Emily, whom he
had intended to meet with a tragic resolve of resignation! And now he
was expected of a sudden to play the part of a lover! He felt a very
decided conviction that he must give the young lady some answer or
other, but the varied sensations which he experienced overcame him so
entirely that he in vain sought for words.
"Why did you not call, as you promised the other day?" continued Emily,
somewhat disheartened by this silence of her knight, in the tone of a
spoilt child who cannot get the toy she desires, and who therefore is
on the point of breaking into tears. "Is it right not to comply with
the request--the harmless request--of a lady, and thus compel her to
take a step which she can hardly excuse to herself, much less to the
judgment of the world?"
Oswald stepped back unconsciously, and replied in a half serious half
ironical tone: "It seems, madame, to be my fate to embarrass you always
by my plebeian want of knightly gallantry."
He had hardly uttered these words when he would have given a world to
take them back. Emily's lovely face, which had until now beamed with
rosy smiles, became deadly pale. Her large eyes grew still larger and
rigid, like the eyes of one who has to suffer an intense physical or
mental pain; her pale lips trembled convulsively, as if she wished to
say something and could not find the strength to do so. Her whole body
trembled, and she grasped the back of a chair. He had not meant to
wound her so deeply. Oswald was ashamed of his cruelty, especially as
he was by no means so much in earnest with the Catonic severity which
he had displayed. He went up to Emily; he seized her hand and held it,
although she made a feeble effort to draw it away; he conjured her in
passionate words to forgive him; he swore he repented of what he had
said; his heart was sick, his head confused, his lips often said what
his head and his heart did not wish to be said; she ought to give him
time to recover and to justify himself before his own heart and before
her.
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