Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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Emily threw herself into his arms. "And I love you, Oswald, as woman
never loved you before--as woman never will love you again on earth:
And now," she continued in a calmer tone, while they were walking on
slowly, "let us consider our position. For the present, I see, things
must remain as they are; but I must see you from time to time or I
shall become insane. Here in the city, where a thousand eyes are
watching us, that is difficult; but I have another plan. Over there in
Ferrytown [this was a little village on the coast just opposite
Grunwald, where the ferry-boats landed], an old nurse of mine is
living, who is devoted to me. She is a widow, and has an only son of my
own age, who would go through fire and water for me. She is an invalid;
send her every day something, and often call on her; hence nobody
will notice it if I go to see her again. Her son is a hand on the
ferry-boat, which belongs to her, and he will carry us safely and
secretly over and back again. In a few weeks, perhaps in a few days,
the ice will hold, and then the thing will be much simpler. If we do
not before.... What do you say, Oswald?"
"The plan is a good one," said Oswald, "especially because I see
nothing better. When shall we carry it out?"
"To-morrow, if you choose."
"When?"
"At five o'clock in the afternoon. You know we must not cross at the
same time. I will go earlier. You follow me when it is darker. We will
arrange about the return. The house of Mr. Lemberg--do not forget the
name--is the last on the right hand near the shore. Oh, Oswald! Oswald!
Think of the happiness of being with you for hours and hours and no one
to disturb us! But now, my Oswald, go! You must not be seen with me. I
must be alone when I get home. Farewell--farewell till to-morrow."
The slender figure of Emily had reached the gate of the villa without
being seen. Oswald heard the bell; the gate was opened and closed
again; Oswald was alone.
He was alone; alone with a heart in which it was dark like the dark
night which covered the cold, lifeless earth as with a black shroud.
Not a star of hope in the heavens, and none in his soul; dark, all dark
from sunrise to sunset. He could not fix his thoughts upon any point
except the one that he would like to die--that it would be fortunate
for him if his life could come to an end--for him and for others. Did
not misfortune follow his footsteps? Was it not his fate to carry
confusion and sorrow wherever he went? And this last bond, which bound
him irrevocably, if he would not prove himself faithless as--as
what?--as he had always been! Melitta! Helen! Emily!--what had Emily
that the others did not have, except that she happened to be the last?
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