Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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She had conquered the ground foot by foot. In the first place, Felix,
who had once enjoyed all her favor, and who was now fallen so low, had
been compelled to leave the field, and to take his trip to Nice,
according to the directions of the physicians. Felix had gone quite
willingly. He had nothing more to gain in Grunwald, and nothing to lose
but the last faint hope of recovery. His existence in Italy had been
secured for several years by his generous aunt, who knew perfectly well
that he had only a few months more to live. He had arranged all his
affairs, and spoken candidly to his aunt about everything except that
one unpleasant story about Timm. He left Anna Maria under the pleasant
impression that the impertinent young man had been intimidated by him,
and that he had been satisfied with a few hundred dollars. Felix, of
course, did not desire to spoil his aunt's good humor by touching this
sore point, and thus to ruin his own prospects. He thought he could
arrange such matters much better in writing, and "when she sees that
the thing cannot be helped, she will submit to it." Thus he left the
house, followed by the sincere good wishes of his uncle, and bedewed
with the tears of his aunt.
"Heaven be thanked, he is gone!" thought the baroness, as she returned
to her room through the assembled servants, pressing her handkerchief
upon her eyes; "now for Helen to come back, and--the rest will follow."
On the same day she paid a visit to the boarding school, and had first
a long conversation with Miss Bear. The baroness was very tender
to-day. She had just said farewell to a beloved relative whose fate
oppressed her heart, and who went probably for a long time, perhaps
forever--here the handkerchief performed its duty once more. Her heart
was consequently deeply distressed. "Ah, believe me, my dear Miss
Bear," she said; "it is hard to have to part in such a way with a young
man whom I have loved as my own son; to have to see his youthful vigor
cruelly broken, and with it all the fond hopes which had been cherished
for his future. And poor Helen, also, will feel the blow sadly; for, if
I am not altogether mistaken, a tender attachment had begun to bud
between the two relatives, whom Heaven itself seemed to have formed for
each other. An attachment which was at first concealed, as happens
often enough, by an apparent aversion, and that so successfully that I
myself was deceived for a time, and--quite _entre nous_, dear Miss
Bear--felt quite angry against the poor child. Now"--and the
handkerchief goes once more to the eyes--"now, I know better. But all
the greater is my desire to have my dear child back again. Would you
take it amiss, my dear Miss Bear, if I were to carry off the precious
jewel so soon again, after having entrusted it to your kind and prudent
hands?"
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