Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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The She Bear had too much sense not to perceive the contradiction in
the former and the present manner of the baroness. She received,
therefore, the confidence of the great lady with great reserve, and
only asked whether Helen was to return to the paternal home at once, or
only at a later time.
"I think we had better leave that to the dear child," replied Anna
Maria, still afraid of a possible refusal on Helen's part. "I know she
likes to be here; and, besides, I should not like to interfere in any
way with her studies, her plans, and even her fancies. Helen knows my
wishes. For the present, therefore, I would only ask you, dear Miss
Bear, to use your influence over my child in my favor--in favor of a
poor woman who is sorely afflicted by a grievous loss."
Anna Maria had scarcely left the institute when Miss Bear went up to
Helen to communicate to her the conversation she had just had. She had
taken off her gold spectacles for that purpose; she had smoothed down
the official wrinkles on her brow, and carried up with her as much
kindly feeling as a sober, pedantic She Bear can possibly feel for a
fair young girl who, in her opinion, has been badly treated by her
mother.
"Let us be candid with each other, dear Helen," said Miss Bear, taking
the slender white hand of the young lady familiarly into her own bony
hands. "My dear Sophie, who has just written to me, and who sends you
much love, informed me at the beginning of our acquaintance of certain
facts which helped me to understand what would otherwise be
inexplicable in the conduct of your mother. You need not blush, my dear
child; not a word has been said that could injure you in my eyes; on
the contrary, Sophie and myself have only pitied you heartily, that you
should have so much to suffer while you are still so young. We looked
upon your removal from your father's house as upon a kind of
banishment, and we thought at the same time you might find a desirable
asylum here. If this is so, and if you still look upon it in that
light, pray say so. It is not my way to create discord, especially
between mother and daughter, but as matters are, I do not think it can
be wrong in me to choose the side I like best."
The She Bear paused. Helen seemed to be more affected than she
generally showed, but her self-control did not fail her even now.
Almost cheerfully she said,
"You are very kind. Miss Bear; kinder indeed than I deserve; but your
friendly interest in me has probably made my mother's conduct appear in
too unfavorable a light to you. We have, for a time, stood in somewhat
decided opposition to each other; but I hope mamma has forgotten it all
as completely as I have. You know how fond I am of your house, and how
much I like to be here; but if my mother really wishes me to return, as
it seems she does, I should consider it my duty to obey her wishes,
without asking whether it agrees with my own wishes or not."
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