Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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was separated by the consciousness that he had mortally offended him
through her whom he worshipped, so that when he met him in the street
he was apt to look to the other side in his painful embarrassment.
And what had he gained in return for so much lost happiness? The few
rare moments which Oswald gave to serious thoughts on his present
situation were unsatisfactory enough. His position in the college was
almost untenable, and yet he had occupied it scarcely three months. The
whole "humanity" of the rector, Clemens, was not sufficient to cover
with the cloak of charity the great and the small vices which Oswald
had committed in his official capacity; and Mrs. Clemens declared
before the assembled dramatic club, with regard to the same unfortunate
young man, that "she had cherished a serpent in her bosom." And the
worthy lady had good reason to complain. She had met Oswald with a
three-fold friendship: as the mother of two marriageable daughters, as
the wife of his superior, and as the president of the dramatic club,
and she had been deeply offended in all these capacities. Oswald had
not only failed to return the bashful attachment which had begun to
germinate in the hearts of Thusnelda and Fredegunda, but he had called
these victims of his caprice before a numerous company "little
goslings, who wanted nothing but the plumage to be perfect." Ah, it had
all been duly and faithfully reported! He had compared the fair
president, the wife of his presiding officer, with an old turkey hen,
who was so proud of the goslings she had hatched that her empty head
was utterly turned; and, finally, he had not only ceased to frequent
the dramatic club, after reading there three times amid general
applause, but he had passed over, with flags flying, so to say, into
the hostile camp, and had become an active member of the lyric club
which had rapidly risen under Mrs. Jager's direction to a splendor
unheard of in the annals of the dramatic club. Certainly, if Oswald had
felt no other misdeed but this on his conscience, the cloud of dark
discontent which was continually hanging on his brow would have seemed
natural enough.
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