Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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met with in the aristocratic circles of the Faubourg St. Germain of
Grunwald.
If Anna Maria had known what an admirable ally she had at that moment
for the execution of her plan in Oswald Stein, she would probably have
been less displeased with this excessively objectionable and dangerous
young man. At all events, it seemed as if the relations between Helen
and the prince were gradually assuming the desired shape. She
considered it at least a good sign that Helen expressed no desire to
improve the conversation in the boudoir next to the card-room by
inviting other young men to take part in it, and that she did not frown
contemptuously when she (Anna Maria) recently ventured to say: "That
would be a son-in-law to my heart," but quietly let the dark lashes
droop upon the gently-blushing cheeks.
CHAPTER XIV.
Any one who had seen Oswald Stein and Albert Timm sitting every night
behind their bottle, in the city cellar of Grunwald, both full of jokes
and jests and merry tales, would have been convinced that both of them
lived fully up to the motto of the illustrious club of "the Rats," to
which they had the honor to belong. They evidently enjoyed life; and
yet this was true only of Albert Timm, who had seriously adopted the
first and sole article of faith of the secret society: "Live as thou
wilt desire to have feasted when thou diest," and made it the principle
of his existence. For Oswald, on the contrary, this wild life was but a
means to stifle within him the incessant, painful longing after a
nobler model of life. The memory of all "that had once been his"
mingled like the notes of an Æolian harp with the wild allegro of his
present life. His enthusiastic youth, when rosy clouds edged the
horizon, and behind them lay a mysterious, wonderful future; his days
of supreme happiness at Grenwitz, where the old legend of the paradise
seemed to be repeated for him; his friendly intimacy with great and at
least good men;--whither had all this flown? His youth was gone
forever, with all the sweet rosy dreams of youth. Of the paradise,
nothing was left but the bitter taste of the fruit from the tree of
knowledge: that fickleness of heart and true love can never go hand in
hand .... And his friends? With Berger he had parted, and probably
forever, at the gate of the insane asylum; in Oldenburg he now hated a
rival, and the rich aristocrat, the favorite of fortune, who easily
overcame all impediments that exhausted the full strength of others.
Franz, who had stood by him like a brother in the most embarrassing
moments of his life, he had treated with black ingratitude; and in
vain did he try to excuse himself on the ground that he could not
possibly have continued to be the friend of a character which, in its
self-poised calmness and dispassionate seriousness, was so entirely
different from his own. From Bemperlein, the good, harmless, honorable
man, who had met him with the offer of his enthusiastic friendship, he
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