Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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The baroness had, then, attained the goal of her wishes, and her
exulting joy at her success amply compensated her for all the
humiliations and disappointments, for all the sleepless nights, full of
care and anxiety, of the past months. She carried her head as high as
ever. Did she not owe all the successes she had ever had in life to
herself alone, and so also this last one? Did she not owe it solely to
her own prudence, moderation, and discretion that she, the simple
nobleman's daughter, who had no fortune whatever, had become Baroness
Grenwitz and mother-in-law of Prince Waldenberg? Had she not had to
struggle through all her life, not only with circumstances, but also
with those who stood nearest to her; with her weak husband, who had no
energy and no sense for great comprehensive plans, and with her
haughty, self-willed daughter? Had she not been forced to think and
care for them all; to compel them almost to accept their good fortune?
Truly, if these people were not grateful for their happiness, which
they owed to her alone--well, it was not her fault!
Were they grateful? Any one but the baroness would have doubted it. The
happy ones showed little of joy and elation in their features; on the
contrary, since the decisive word had been spoken, a veil of
embarrassment, if not of annoyance, seemed to have fallen upon their
faces. The prince's dark countenance looked a shade darker, and his
black eyes rested often with a strange, inexplicable meaning upon the
fair, haughty features of his betrothed, who walked about in startling
silence, very pale, and looking much more like a marble bride than like
a happy girl. Still, those who chose need not have looked far for an
explanation. The deep melancholy seemed to be justified by anxiety for
the father, who had long been an invalid, and who had suddenly been
taken seriously ill.
In the night which followed the day of the betrothal the old gentleman
had had an attack of his old complaint, the gout, and the physicians
who were called in declared at once that, this time, they could not
answer for the result. From that moment Helen had been chained to her
father's sick-bed, especially as the latter would allow no one else to
be near him, to hand him his medicine and to smooth his pillow.
The early winter evening had come already. The streets were covered
with deep snow and perfectly silent; only now and then the jingling of
bells interrupted the stillness. No one happened to be near the patient
but Helen. She was sitting near the bed, holding her father's withered
hand trembling with feverish excitement, in her own soft hands, and
trying, as well as she could, to soothe the increasing restlessness of
the patient.
"Where is mother?" he asked, suddenly.
"She has gone to her room."
"And your--and the prince?"
"I asked him to take a walk."
"Raise my head a little!--that's it! Now give me both your hands!"
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