Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
General
Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
"What a pity the gentleman had to leave so soon," said Louis, the head
waiter at the Kurhaus, who was standing near Oswald, a napkin under his
arm and a pen behind his ear. "A most pleasant gentleman--would you
like to have supper now, sir? You will find very agreeable company in
the dining-room, sir."
Oswald went back into the house. If Franz could have repeated his
request at that moment, Oswald would not have again refused to
accompany him. For since Franz had left him he felt as if his guardian
angel had abandoned him, and as if the air of Fichtenau was really
laden with mischief.
CHAPTER VI.
On the next morning Oswald awoke late from his broken slumbers, which
had been much disturbed by strange haunted dreams. Melitta, whom he had
so ardently loved but a short time ago, had appeared to him, her fair,
pale face disfigured by sorrow, her brown, gentle eyes overflowing with
tears, and looking at him with an expression of ineffable sadness. Thus
she had sat by him--her sad, sweet smile on her full lips, which he had
so often kissed, intoxicated with love! And Oswald's heart had been
overflowing with love and pity! He had forgotten all that had come
between her and himself the bad weeds sown by whispering tongues which
had grown up to maturity so suddenly, thanks to the fickleness of his
own heart; he had forgotten everything except the remembrance of those
sunny days of inexpressible happiness. And he had thrown himself at her
feet and shed tears, bitter-sweet tears, upon her knees, and stammered
words of repentance, and implored her forgiveness. Then an icy-cold
hand had been laid on his brow, and as he looked up it was no longer
Melitta, but Professor Berger; but not the man of the melancholy humor
and the biting satire, who had so often sat opposite to him with his
sardonic smile on the mysterious lips when they met at æsthetic teas,
but a gruesome mask of wax, motionless and silent. And of a sudden
there had begun a quivering and a stirring in the cold, rigid face of
the mask, as when one tries to speak and the tongue refuses to serve
him; then the mask had actually spoken, not in human language, but in a
mystic idiom, of things half intelligible, half mysterious, of
unspeakable, fearful things--awful secrets of another world.
Oswald had not been able to endure the horror any longer, and his soul
had made a desperate effort to rise from the intolerable twilight into
the bright light of day. But the light of day had not brought him the
right kind of cheerfulness, for the visions of the night still cast
their spectral shadows upon the day. Woe to him whose heart is not
clear of sin! Woe to him whose heart conceals recollections, which he
drives away with a slight frown, when they obtrude upon him in moments
of wakefulness and preparation! He may well see to it. What dreams are
coming to him in his sleep?
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account