Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"Why, certainly, sir. The gentleman and the lady were at least two
weeks here, and always together. But the brother had to leave before
the lady's husband died--what a misfortune for such a beautiful lady!
Will you be back in time for supper, sir? No? But you will certainly
stay over night, sir? Oh, I thought so--of course. Nothing else I can
do for you, sir? How far is it? Oh, at most, ten minutes' walk. I'll
show you the way, sir."
When the loquacious waiter had at last left him, Oswald walked slowly
along the path which followed the slope of the low range of hills. On
the left hand prattled merrily a clear mountain brook, rich in trout,
which gave its name to the town, and flowed evenly beneath tall trees.
Here and there the water peeped out from between the dense foliage, but
only to disappear again, like a playful child that likes to tease. At
one point the brook had been stopped and forced to turn the wheels of a
mill. The little vagabond did not seem to like the delay. It poured its
waters wrathfully into the mill-race, shook and struck the buckets with
all its might, and then rushed off, foaming and pelting, in angry
haste.
Oswald sat down on the low railing opposite the mill, and looked
wearily into the water, as it played and purled, drawing wide circles
and pushing wave after wave. He thought of Melitta, how often she had
probably come down this way, hanging on the arm of "her brother," and
stopping no doubt frequently at this very spot, whose picturesque
beauty could not have escaped her attention.
He felt sad unto death. His feelings boiled within him as the waters
did in the mill-race; his thoughts were whirling around like the
foam-bubbles on the surface. Was his hatred to be as blind as his love?
Was there anything wrong and anything right in the world?--the world to
be a cosmos? Yes, for him whose glance was content with skimming the
surface, where the waters flowed merrily over the level ground in the
shade of beautiful trees--but also for him who sounded the depths,
where all was rushing and roaring chaotically? Up! up! to him, the man
of sorrow! He had sounded the depths of life, he shall tell me what he
has seen there, what masks and spectres, that he should ever after
close his eyes in horror and disgust!
Oswald rose and continued his journey; the path became steeper until it
led to a large building, which lay at a short distance from the
highroad on a moderate hill, amid gardens. Surrounded as it was on all
sides by high walls, it looked too much like a castle to be a private
residence, and yet too much like a prison also for a castle. It was Dr.
Birkenhain's asylum.
Oswald rang the bell by the side of the iron grating, with some
palpitation of heart. A window opened in the porter's lodge; the
gate-keeper looked out and asked what he wanted. Oswald wished to see
Doctor Birkenhain.
"Do you come by appointment?"
"Yes."
"Your name?"
Oswald gave his name.
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