Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"I had been engaged in teaching for a year; I had prepared everything
for the wedding; the day was fixed; I was counting the days and the
hours. Suddenly, one night, I was seized in my bed by armed men. My
papers were sealed up; and the next night I slept in a casemate of a
fortress.
"Or, rather, I did not sleep--I was enraged, I was maddened; my hands
bled from my efforts to break the bars of my cage. Gradually I consoled
myself with the hope that this captivity could not last long, and
Leonora--well! she would bear her hard lot like a heroine. A second
Egmont, I saw freedom and my beloved hand in hand. Through night to
light! Through battle to victory! That was the mystic word with which I
tried to frighten back the serpent-haired monster. Despair, when it was
pressing upon me and about to strike its fangs into my heart. The
mystic word had ample time to prove its power. I remained in prison for
five years!
"You may imagine if my faith in the so-called divine nature of the
world's government was shaken during this time, which I measured by the
beats of my heart, and the drops which fell, one by one, from the damp
ceiling of my cell. But, I told you before, my strength was great, and
I was sternly determined to live. I had heard, to be sure, in the
silent nights which saw me tossing restlessly upon my hard couch, the
great word that releases us, but I had understood it only half, and
perhaps not quite half. I had but just begun to spell the letters in my
long apprenticeship; life itself was to be my school, before I should
be able to read it fluently.
"I had scarcely been set free when I hastened to this place--you may
imagine with what feelings! In the beginning of my captivity I had
received one or two letters from Leonora, in which she conjured me to
endure patiently, and to remain faithful, appealing to the God to whom
she was hourly sending up her prayers for my release. Her letters had
become rarer, and after about two years none had come any more. That
was my greatest sorrow; but I always believed that it was the cruelty
of my jailors which denied me this consolation, and I ground my teeth
and cursed my tormentors.
"I had done them injustice.
"It was far in the night when I reached Fichtenau. I drove directly to
the familiar house. I jumped from the carriage and pulled the bell. A
window was opened up-stairs; an old woman looked out and asked what I
wanted? I inquired after the schoolmaster. 'He died three years ago,'
was the curt answer. 'And where is his daughter?' 'You must ask the
great gentleman who eloped with her three years ago,' said the woman,
and shut the window with violence. I stood thunderstruck. Then I
laughed aloud; but I was silenced by an intense pain in the heart--for,
Oswald, I had loved Leonora.
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