Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"And the third--the last stage?"
"Despise being despised."
"And the mystery itself--the Great Mystery?"
"He who has passed all three stages knows it and understands it without
asking any questions. He who asks about it does not know it, and cannot
understand it. Oswald, farewell; we shall meet again!"
Berger pressed Oswald once more to his heart; then he entered through
the gate, which closed immediately upon him.
Oswald remained standing near the gate, like the beggar who has been
refused the refreshing drink for which he has asked; then he went, with
drooping head, back the way he had come with Berger.
The night was dark; hardly a star on the murky, cloudy sky; the poplars
by the wayside were whispering to each other; and the mill-race down
below said in its own way: To despise the world--to despise one's
self--to despise being despised.
CHAPTER IX.
During the time when Oswald and Berger had watched the sun from the
summit of the Lookout Mountain, as he sank slowly into the green ocean
of the forest, a guest had arrived at the Kurhaus, whose arrival caused
a certain joyous sensation in the hotel. It was a fair young lady,
dressed in a dark, remarkably elegant costume, and accompanied by a not
less handsome boy of about twelve years, who looked, however, pale and
sickly. With them came an old man, whose gray moustache and military
carriage gave him a very marked appearance, and who seemed to be partly
a servant and partly a friend of the lady. The lady had spent several
weeks in Fichtenau during the summer, though then without the boy, in
order to attend her husband, who had been for seven years in Doctor
Birkenhain's asylum, and who was now dying. Her sad fate, not less than
her great gentleness and kindness towards everybody, especially the
poor and the sick, had won her the love and admiration of the
inhabitants of the little town to such a degree that even now they were
blessing, in more than one family, the remembrance of the "good lady"
with deep gratitude.
It did not look as if this time, also, a pleasant purpose had brought
the lady to Fichtenau, for she had scarcely been shown by the landlord
himself, amid countless bows and scrapings, into the best parlor of the
second story, when she sat down to write a few lines to Doctor
Birkenhain, which the old servant had orders to carry immediately to
the asylum, a hotel servant showing him the way. In the meantime the
boy, who was exceedingly tired from the journey, had been put to bed.
Two rooms to the left of the parlor had been fitted up for the lady's
use, and great regret was expressed that unfortunately the room on the
right could not at once be added, since it was yet occupied by a
gentleman, who, however, would certainly not stay beyond the next
morning.
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