Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"My dear madame," said the physician, taking her hand in his, "I pray
you, I implore you, calm yourself. As far as I can judge from the
written reports of my colleagues, from your own account, and from my
observation, there is not the slightest ground for your terrible
apprehension. Insanity is hereditary, to be sure; it descends through
many generations, turning up here and there, often after a long
interval; but in your husband's family his own case is the very first
in the whole history of his family, and consequently for many hundred
years. And this exceptional case had its own peculiar and very sad
causes, which could affect only the individual, and could not possibly
have any effect upon his descendants. Herr von Berkow was naturally in
the enjoyment of very good health, perhaps even superior in his
physique to most men; but remember, I pray that it is a physician who
is speaking now--he had ruined this powerful constitution by
dissipation. That which often saves others in his position--the
marriage with a chaste, pure being--became in his case his ruin, for he
felt his own unworthiness--felt it so deeply that he despaired of ever
winning your love or attaining your forgiveness, and therefore
abandoned himself hopelessly to that melancholy in which he quickly
lost all pleasure in life and all energy of mind. The sins of the
father will not be visited on the next generation. If there should
really be an affection of the heart, it has as yet made very little
progress and can easily be cured, with the aid of Julius's youth and
excellent constitution. Therefore I pray you, madame, lay aside all
your anxiety; confide in me; confide in your good fortune; the clouds
that are hiding your star for a moment will soon disappear."
"My star?" asked the lady, with a melancholy smile; "my star? Why,
doctor, I fear, if there ever was such a one, it has set long since and
forever."
"That we shall see," said Doctor Birkenhain, rising. "I believe in
favorable stars, and above all in your good star. One so fair and so
dear and so good as you are must not and shall not be unhappy! Good
night!"
Doctor Birkenhain took the lady's hand, raised it reverently to his
lips, and left the room.
She remained sitting after the physician had left her, resting her head
in her hand, and sunk in deep meditation.
As in a dream, all the scenes of her life passed before her mind's eye.
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